All I have now is a broken heart because again another person has taken my love/time for granted. I don't think I can ever break my walls again for somebody new. This has really hurt me and I just don't understand why people always find a way or a reason to leave. I mean what kind of boyfriend flirts and messes around with another girl in my face. I'm starting to think I deserve this pain to a certain extent; maybe I'm not meant to be happy. Yeah, that's right I don't deserve happiness. I should just listen to the voices in my head instead of ignoring them all the time. Everything they are saying is coming true; next thing I know I won't have anyone or anything.
Like I said I repel any and everything that I touch, talk to, and see. I guess I never give myself a chance.
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Lost
Non-FictionYou walking around your school and you see her. The happiest, most brightest girl ever smiling and laughing about. You think to yourself, "I wonder where she gets all this happiness", with the way she bounces around. Then suddenly you look in her ey...
