"Is everything alright?" Ella asked me with a confused face.
I wanted to go and run after Adam, and explain, even though I don't owe him an explanation.
"Yes, everything is fine."
It wasn't.
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But it wasn't. But it was? I love Ella, no doubt. But I'm also thinking about Adam.
I've learned that if you have a crush on someone you can never be with, it's horrible having to see them all the time. But once they leave your life, the feeling goes away.
For example...
I remember having a crush on this girl that was in Year 8 and I was in Year 4. She was a helper in my class so I saw her everyday.
She was so beautiful...she was everything that I wanted in a girlfriend. She was also really smart, which was really making me attracted to her. She also had a passion for music, and I love music more than anything.
I soon found that she was taking over my life. I would go out of my way to see her, and I would talk about her all the time. But then...when she left our school, I was heartbroken for a while.
But then I got over it because I forgot about who she was as I never saw her.
(A/N that's a real life lesson, ok)
So this is probably the same with Adam. And yes, I'm bi. But what are you going to do about it? Nothing.
Anyway, I'm going off track.
She saw right through me. She knew there was something going on.
"Scott...this is why it took so long for me to trust you. I hate it when people lie. Lying breaks relationships. So tell me the truth. What's going on?"
"The guy at the reception. He, um, walked in on us kissing."
"And so? What's the problem with that? We love each other."
"Ella, there's probably something I should tell you."
"Please, tell me...it can't be that bad."
"I...um...please promise me that you'll still love me after I tell you this."
"Just tell me, you're scaring me."
"Ella, I'm bisexual."
