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Because I love him so much.
I really do love Scott.
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Scott
Ethan and I are trying to come up with a way to ask Ella out. She won't be at school for the next week so I had time to decide what I would do to ask her to be my girlfriend.
By the way, Mitch and I aren't friends anymore...
We had a major argument and him and Kirstie decided to move schools. They say that they left because it was what was best for their relationship, but I'm pretty sure that they only left because Mitch felt guilty and Kirstie wanted to try and forget about me.
Ethan is my close friend now because we are so alike, and he and I have all the same classes so we are always hanging out. He is my wingman now, so I don't need Mitch anymore.
We planned the perfect night...
Firstly, I would take her on a walk around London.
Then I would take her to an amazing 5- star restaurant.
And finally, I would take her on the London Eye, where I will ask her to be my girlfriend.
It will be so perfect...
She'll have a wonderful time, I'm sure.
Ella
Being stuck in this hospital is a drag.
I just want to go back home...
And back to Scott.
I miss him so much. I find it hard to live a single moment without him by my side.
My mother would say that I'm becoming too dependent. But I know that Scott would never do anything to hurt me the way Anthony did.
One of the nurses walked in to talk to me. She was quite short and was very pretty. She was new here or something.
"Um...Miss Nora? I'm Laila. I'm here to do your checkup. I'm new here. Don't worry, this will just take a minute or two."
Laila...
Such a pretty name...
Such a pretty face...
Wow, those painkillers have really made me high. But she's so beautiful.
Forget her, focus on Scott.
Scott. The boy I love.
Why do I care so much for this nurse I just met? Let me just let her get on with the checkup.
Laila touched the bruises and applied some sort of cold gel to them. It felt so good, and a moan slipped out.
Oh crap.
She better not have heard me.
I didn't mean it like that!
But she responded in a completely different way...
"You're so adorable, you know. I hope it feels good..." She said seductively.
"Mm...it feels really good. So...good." I reply.
Then her face gets REALLY close to mine.
"Trust me, you'll enjoy this even more..."
She proceeded to rub some cream on the bruise on my lip. She then put the cream down and her lips came closer
to mine. Just as she was about to kiss me, I woke up. I was still in my hospital bed, and I was all alone.
There was no Laila.
No...these feelings can't be coming back.
How am I going to tell Scott the truth?
I thought that it was over, that I was completely straight. But I'm not...
I'm bisexual...
