"I dont love him, he have a crush on me" I said. And that's what I totally dont love him its because "STUDY FIRST" mind so I really foucus on my studies. But I almost think why my father not like to I have a crush? It is because we will be a GF and BF hillarious papa haha I'll understand, while my mother said it is ok, just use it as an inspiration to your life and your studies. But just make sure focus also to your studies well. Good mama, good..........
But why, after a month or year? I have a LITTLE mend on him? No no no no no. But I cant pretend it to say and feel, I am uncomfortable to not say the thruth. Wow nice one lil girl, bit its real, why I always imagine him, why I always dreaming him while im sleeping? Why? When I meet him I dont ever, ever like him and I am irritated to him? This is so hard I cant think what shall I do but I know only is to focus on my studies, and after that I need a work then I am free to love others.
So many dreams of him? About maybe 4 or 3 dreams I dreamed of to him, I remember to my first dream of him that I am lying down to his legs????? My gosh. Then this is the most epic dream of him I EVER EVER HATED........ Ummmmmmmm?????
Okay okay fine I'll tell it so this is the story
I dreamed I was in school and make my hairstyle so cool with a pink cap on it. Then my classmate is between me and him till I cant stay my hairstyle so I remove it. But besides of it he is looking to me that means "She is so beautiful" (Lol no but many of people saying im cute,kind,and beautiful gosh!!!) And our new classmate came, he is handsome and white. And so a new teacher came too and he was our adviser
So after lecturing, I go to him and asked something and he command me that I bring with those things (that's tagalog so I cant write it. Therefor I know somebody didnt know to speak mostly(for filipinos food coloring, a water and "tabo")) so I go first to the lavatory and I saw only a water so I rushed home. It actually make me long to my home about 3 hours (crazy dreams!?) and my mother said we gonna eat now and I said I gonna go now to school with this things that exactly my bffs are here so I take the meal, I dont want to disobey my mom.
I got to school and our adviser said we have a roleplay " wut" I say so the start is (the roleplay in my dreams is MOSTLY realistic animations, wow) so I saw a bridge, a long, strong plank goes to somewhere, but in my crazy dream, a kind dinosaur walk accros to it???? (Crazy dream gosh) and I walked to. After that there was a flood and the "kind" dinasaur is floating too. Finally he come to me at my back and he said I'll save you, and his words just come out to his mouth and said "I love you" then I said "I love you too" then he said "promise me you will never ever leave me alone" and I say "yes" then he hug me and we wait the low tide because were near at the "not deep" ground in the sea when its low tide. And the night goes, the low tide occure then we swim right to our destination.
At the morning I woke up then I find I was at my room and start to walk at the bridge when I saw him too. Then a hand gesture I saw that means "come on" then I do. So I got to my destination and walked till I found the kitchen and dining house, I was able to get my pink, small spoon right after I washed it and then I sing a song. But he was singing the way through, and we are same song singing. Then I saw his stepchild washing too, then I looked to him and same he was looking to me, and the roleplay is FINISHED.
Our neighbor was walking to her way when I gonna play with my friends. She says I know that you have a crush to your new classmate right? I said no! (But our new classmate do the same. He hada crush on me)
And then I woked up suprisely and mother alarmed me to wake up. I mostly feel uncomfortable to say my dream to my mom so I dont say it. I gonna say to my bestfriend either.
The End
