Justin's POV
When i got back Yovanna wasnt there so i just went to the nearest bar i found and started drinking trying not to think about what fredo said.
'u sure or you just love the idea of her cuz she looks like Selena'
He was kinda right tho Yovanna kinda did look like Selena ... i have noticed it before but it didnt ... effect on me ... fuck i dont know whats going on.
"more please" i tell the bartender as he does what i say and give me more and i drink the whole glass than pay and went home and yet Yovanna wasnt home so i just went to bed... falling a sleep.
"god I love you" i told her as she cuddles closer to me resting her head on my bare chest as i held her close with my arm wrapped around her body.
"I love you too" she giggled as she sat up turning towards me smiling as i make my fingers touch her thigh going up and down as she bites her lower lip making me smirk.
"im always gonna love you justin i hope you know that.... forever... you and me forever .... its always gonna be you" she said pressing her lips against mine.
"fore-
"EVER" i shout sitting up quickly as my breath shortens making me look confused as i look around... no Selena by my side. no one.
Selena's POV
"ow come on Selena it would be fun" Demi said giggling but i wasnt sure in fact i wasnt sure about anything anymore... everything just seamed so messed up.... and confusing.
"no Demi im just gonna stay at home i think" i said letting out a sight as her smiles fades away and she looks kinda annoyed.
"whatever" she said before walking out the door leaving me there confused and lost and not knowing what to do or anything... unsure of everything.
"fuck" i mumble to myself as i walk to the kitchen and start cooking breakfast and to be honest i miss someone hugging me from behind... i miss loving someone....
"FUCK" i scream throwing a glass at the wall as i shout and scream going insaine as I pull my hair and start crying as i fall on the floor... what was heppening to me? why was i acting like that?
"STUPID STUPID STUPID" i said crying hard as i rock back and forth crawled up in a ball not looking up just looking down.
