I meant something like that... (New Girl fanfiction - Nick Miller and Jess Day)

Chapter 4 ~ Nick

4. 'I will wait'

'What's wrong with me?', I yelled at myself for millionth time. Today.

I didn't regret kissing Jess, don't get me wrong, it was the best kiss of my life, like from a freaking fairy tale. And, the best part was: she kissed me back. She did...

But she has a boyfriend! And I shouldn't kiss her because of that. But I couldn't stop myself. It felt like a right thing in that moment. Showing her what I meant. And her freaking boyfriend was in a room which was a step far from us. Tell me more about how big idiot I am... If he had got out of that room, I'd be a dead man! What the hell is wrong with me?

Schmidt came into the room and interrupted my thinking.

'What do you want?', I asked.

'Do you like Jess?', he asked.

In that moment, I didn't think of how did he know I kissed her, I didn't think of consequences, I didn't think at all... I did actually - about her.

'I do.', I whispered.

'It's okay.', Schmidt said and sat next to me.

'I'm such a mess.', I mumbled and started crying. Yes, how manly of me, right?

'I'm here, shhh. Hey, look, whatever is your next move with Jess: don't apologise.'

'Why?', I asked confused.

'Did she kiss you back?'

'Um, she did.', I said not being sure where he was going with that.

'Then it meant something to her, too.'

Wait. Wait, wait, wait. Waiiiiiit. Schmidt has the point. I didn't think I'd said that ever, but he has.

Maybe... Maybe, there is a chance for us.

Maybe there is...

But she has a boyfriend, ya dumb-ass!

'I'm homee!', I heard familiar voice singing. It was Jess.

Schmidt and I got to the living room. I sat on the couch and realised how bad I probably looked, from crying all day, you know. Schmidt and Cece magically disappeared, Winston left an hour ago and was with Daisy and there we were, Jess and I. We needed to talk.

'Sam left me after I told him we kissed. Not that I wasn't expecting it.', she started the conversation.

I was so freaking mad at myself 'cause of ruining their relationship but also happy that she's single. God, I'm sick.

'I'm sorry for causing your brake-up.', I said.

'It wasn't meant to be.', she sighed.

I wanted to say how I feel, but I couldn't. Hey, I was Nick Miller. Everyone knows that me and expressing feelings don't go in same sentence. Maybe actions could speak for me. Look where that got me last time! Ruining a relationship! But still...

I leaned closer to her and mine lips met hers. She didn't hesitate, she kissed me back whilst our lips moved in sync. But then she just moved. I knew something was off.

'No. Not now. I need some time, Nick.', she said. Something crashed in my chest. My heart, I guess. But still she knows what I want. Who, actually. Her.

'I'll wait, Jess. I will.', I say.

She smiled weakly and left. I meant what I said, I will wait for her.

I will wait for her.

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