I meant something like that... (New Girl fanfiction - Nick Miller and Jess Day)

Chapter 5 ~ Jess

5. 'I can see it now'

Nick kissed me. Again! I like him. I know that he likes me back. So where's the problem? I have no idea.

Yes, you do.

Yes, I do. I am a goddamned idiot!

But I said the truth. I need some time. I'll listen to Tay and cry. Yeah, that's what I'll do.

I played Mine and listened carefully.

A/N: Read the lyrics! I know everyone skips them but they are important this time and they are not that long.

You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

I smiled. Nick is a bartender. Close enough.

I say can you believe it?
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I could see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

Is this song written for us? My tears started falling.

I didn't hear other part of the song, 'cause I was to busy sobbing. I pulled myself together and heard the end of the song.

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
I can see it
I can see it now

I thought a lot about last part of this song. Other songs were playing, I didn't hear them. Tears slowly streamed down my face. Hey, look at me, crying over Nick. Who thought I'd do that? I know that there are obstacles we'd have to pass but we can do it. We can do it if we try.

Now I see. I can see it. I can see it now. We can make it. I could be mess, but I would never forgive myself if I didn't try.

We can make it.

Together.

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I'm the worst updater ever! I'm soooooooo sorry that I didn't update earlier. But, hey, I posted it. Please don't hate me. 😞

I have to much things to do and school isn't easy. Sorry again!

Back onto the normal A/N, hehe.

Sad? But, hey, Jess figured it out. They can make it. *crying*

Song seemed close enough and it fitted nice cuz I needed Jess to see it could happen. Anything could happen, lalalalaa. Whatever, hope you enjoyed this chappy:-)

Nika, xx