I meant something like that... (New Girl fanfiction - Nick Miller and Jess Day)

Chapter 6 ~ Nick

6. 'Slow days'

Next few days passed too slow, way too slow. Jess and I didn't even talk since that night but I knew she needs time and I mustn't push her. But, also, you can't blame me for being impatient. I knew I could have her but she had to heal. And I was getting impatient. But I said I'll wait and I'll keep that promise.

Next few weeks were pretty much boring and nothing interesting happened. Oh, wait, I'm lying. Cece and Schmidt got back together! They are soo adorable.

I'm starting to sound so cliché and it's scaring me. God what happened to me? I'm starting to sound like a soap opera for Christ sake.

Still, being all cute and lovey-dovey makes me a bit more impatient. I just hope that Jess will talk to me in this century.

But still, I'm afraid what she'll say when she talks. Would she tell me that we wouldn't work? Would she just kiss me? Jump in my arms? I have no idea and it's scaring me. Very much.

I know my feelings for her have been developing since we met, but now, I think I could say that I fell for her. I fell in love with her. And I don't think I'll love anyone ever like her. She got under my skin. What scares me the most, is how she feels about me. Does she love me like I love her? Does she even like me? Too many questions, no answers.

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A/N

Short one, just for holidays and because you guys are the best!!!!! 1.2K reads!!!!!!!!! That's a lot. Thanks for bearing with my writers block and me as a slow updater. More updates through my holidays.

Much love,
Nika xx