I meant something like that... (New Girl fanfiction - Nick Miller and Jess Day)

Chapter 3 ~ Jess

3. 'So many questions, no answers'

'Nick kissed me.'

'Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?', Cece said, obviously, surprised.

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'Yeah, I could see through space and time for a minute but that's not the point.', I said.

'It's obvious, babe.', Cece looked at me and smirked.

'What? What is obvious? That I don't know how to tell Sam? That I freaking liked that kiss? That Nick is an asshole who can't tell or express his feelings? That I'm totally freaking out right now? That I'll probably stay here and cry whole day? WHAT IS OBVIOUS, CECE? WHAT?', I screamed trough my tears.

'All of above, sweetie. But, the most obvious thing is that you like him. And he likes you. That is obvious, Jess.', she whispered while I cried in her arms. 'And don't worry, you can stay here with me today.'

'Thanks, Cece.'

'That's what are best friends for.', she smiled. And I? I stayed there all day, crying, with my phone turned off. Well, you cannot cry whole friggin' day, at some point I just fell asleep in the pool of my own tears.

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My phone was full of missed calls and texts like 'Is everything okay?', 'Where are you?' and 'Turn on your phone, Jess!' from Schmidt, Winston and Sam. Not from Nick. Not one. And that hurt.

'Hey, Jess you don't have to call Schmidt and Winston, I texted them that we're coming in 30 minutes.', Cece said.

'Okay!', I answered.

I called Sam.

'Sam, we need to talk.'

'Sure, babe. Tell me.'

'Not over the phone.'

'In our park?'

'Yes. In 10 minutes. See ya.'

'See ya.', he said and I hung up.

'Jess, you ready?', Cece asked.

'Let's go.', I said, ready to turn my life.

Because of Nick. And I was ready to do it for him.

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'YOU are the one who wanted commitment! And YOU kiss with your roommate? Not for game! Not for challenge! For real, Jess! I can't live with that. Have a nice life! With Nick!', he said the last sentence with disgust.

He left. I stood there thinking. About how wrong is he. Chances that Nick and I get together are so small. Because he can't express his feelings! Because it won't work! Because it's Nick for the love of God! I don't know... Maybe I just have to believe... I'll have some hope. Maybe, just maybe, we'll work out. Nick and I.

I think that is the answer on every question I have sprinting in my mind.

He. He is the answer.

But even if he expresses his feelings, tonight, I'll tell him 'not now'. I need some time to think about things. Brake-up, love... Everything.

And Nick.

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