I Need You

I'm (not) fine.

Rydels pov:
Ellington still wasn't back to himself. I knew he was not okay. His friend continued to bug him but ell never really said much about it. He still said I love you,as often as he felt necessary. Only now, it seemed as if he was looking for more than just an "I love you too." I knew something was wrong..but I didn't know what,nor did I know how to resolve it.
Ellingtons pov:
I was so sick of being beaten down by someone who I thought was my friend. It seemed like everyone hated me. That's when i decided to leave.
Rydels pov:
"You promised." I said,on the verge of tears.
"I know what I promised but I'm done."
"But..i need you."
"do you think i want to leave you? because i don't! Im so fucking done with getting beaten down for reasons that are insanely valid, I'll come back eventually, but i can't deal with this right now. there are so many things that i haven't told you about and then to be picked apart by someone who i thought was my friend is not something i need right now."
With every word,his tone harshened.
I tried to stay calm,"I'm sorry all this is happening. You don't deserve it..and I'm sorry for being so selfish. I promise I'll be right here waiting for you."
"If i'm gone too long,leave me behind."
"Don't say that"
"You deserve better."
"You're the best there is. I understand why you would leave..no-one wants to be stuck with me"
"You're not the problem"
"Then what is? If you would tell me,maybe I could help and you wouldn't have to leave"
"I'll tell you this, there's a drawer in the bathroom, it's the one on the far left. don't open it, there are more than enough razors in there and if you touch one of them, I won't forgive you. you can take that any way you want."

((Oh no😭😭 Ellington can't leave Rydel..can he? Tell me what you think in the comments. 5+ comments for a new chapter!))