Faded. [Discontinued]

Three: Lesson

ღღღKatherine's POVღღღ

•~•Three days later•~•

Three days passed, and all I could think about was the way Harry looked at me when he saw me on the streets. It was of pure sadness and anger. Why had he looked at me like that? My thoughts were interrupted as Andrea came bolting up the steps and into my room. She sat down beside me throwing a bag behind us.

"So I have been thinking about that incident with Harry and that gang. Tonight, we're going BACK to that club which Harry will surely be at, and we're finding him." Andrea spoke quickly, showing Kat the bag that contained a dress inside.

"Why would I ever go back there and find HIM?"

"That's another thing; Kat, I know you're dying to have a guy touch you, or have them kiss you at least. I mean, every guy at our college knows your the only virgin there." I gasped at her words. "Oh don't play so innocent, I know what you want, and you're going to get that tonight."

"I-What do you mean?"

"We're going all out. Alcohol, Kissing, touching, grinding, All that shit. Now get ready. We're leaving at 7."

"Can't we just take baby steps? I mean, why Harry? He's bad news."

"Oh please, the only thing bad about Harry is that he's in some gang-"

"And he smokes... Weed."

"Your point is? I've smoked weed before, everyone has. Well, except you of course. It's not that big of deal, I mean of course he kind of assaulted you a couple of days ago but didn't you like it? To be touched that way?" She asked.

Did I like it? No, why the hell would I? It wasn't just Harry, it was a whole group. He did save me, I'll give him that, and he said that's not what he was really like. How was I supposed to trust him though? Andrea looked at me, waiting for my answer.

"No, it did not. Harry is a troubled boy with a troubled past that I want no part in!"

"Oh come on Kat, live a little." She smirked.

Oh lord, I sighed, here we go.

•~•7 PM that night•~•

Andrea smiled at my appearance as we walked through Club Luna again. It was roped off as always, and a security guard stood in front.

"Andrea Sotto, Heidi Klein called and said she'd get me on the list-"

"Right here," he pointed at the list. "Go on through."

"Alright, come find me when you can." She winked at him before striding in. I looked at the man, who was smirking and turning to the next person in line.

"How do you do that?" I asked after following her in. He looked at me over her shoulder and smiled.

"It's simple."

"Not exactly," I blushed. It was hard in fact. Whenever I had tried TALKING to a guy, I would freeze, my bones feeling like they had a thin layer of ice coating them. I would stutter and look at them weird. Not with Harry, though. He only scared me.

Andrea guided me to a small room, which had a bar and seats, the seats lined up against the walls and the bar was in the center of the room. I reluctantly ordered a martini, and then some vodka. I was growing sleepy, but Andrea continued to shove all types of mixed drinks into my mouth. I was drunk by 4 drinks, but I was functional and aware, I just acted funny. I stood up, setting my daiquiri on the table.

"Where are you going?" Andrea asked.

"To dance!"

The dance room was the largest, it had a blue color, almost like my eyes. It lit up brightly, and there were strobe lights everywhere, and a large ball of light in the center of the room. Music blared in every corner, high and low. It sounded like Dirty Mind, by 3OH3, but it could have easily been a different song, I couldn't hear over the loud roaring and talking of the crowd. I decided it was time to face my fears and kiss someone. I wandered around, attempting to find someone in the mess of sweaty, grabby men. The lights when dark, and some form of dub step blared. People roared and pushed against me, some couples made out against me, as if I were some sort of wall. The dim lighting made it harder to see, but I continued to push through in the large room. I decided to just go up to a guy and dance, and maybe that would get me somewhere. I saw a brunette male, grinding on another girl. I frowned, but soon noticed a blonde haired buy right beside them. He was dancing alone, and I felt sorry for him. He bumped into the brunette boy on accident, and the brunette glared at him, and stopped dancing. I watched as the blonde haired boy was teased and pushed around by the brown haired muscular boy.