Senior Year: It All Goes Wrong

Chapter 5

"What the hell Rox" Pamela screamed, "You just punched me!"

I stared at the blood running down her nose. Oh, what a blume. I said sorry like a hundred times then ran off.

Well that was a month ago. And let me fill you in on the horribilities of the past month.

I told Phoebe I liked Alec. I also told Pamela and they were both like
"We knew it!"

Jo started acting like a bitch again. Not like I didn't expect it. She had given us the cold shoulder before. But this time she was snubbing me, talking bull about Pam behind her back and still being all Pam, bestie!

And things with me and Ethan didn't go so well. I kept closing him out so I guess he just decided to move on. Good choice. Alec had also started acting all blumish too. Quite expected with Jo and him running things. Well I didn't lose much, just someone I called my best friend who didn't act the part.

Any who, I still liked him. Unfortunately. I mean why why whyy!!???!!

Today we aren't really doing anything in school. It's some kind of reading day blast. Don't care 'cuz all the teachers will just be chilling in the teachers lounge and probably gossiping about us students. Not my problem.

A lot of students decided to use the cafeteria to study. So did I. Just as i sat at my chosen seat, I realize I'm seated facing Jo and Alec. That little backstabbing putz. This is all so wrong. I look around but all the other good seats are taken.

After about 30 minutes, tears begin to roll down my face. Why did this have to all happen to me. I should've stayed with Ethan. I dislike Jo soooo much right now. I take out my hanky and wipe my face but that doesn't help a bit. Sadly, my remaining girlfriends can't be of any help to me. Janelle didn't come to school. She doesn't come when such 'meager' things are happening. Phoebe is busy with one of her boo's, a bunch of boys which are close to her. #not like she's the kind of girl who's all over boys or anything#. And Pamela is with her boy-crush, Logan. They're talking about how he kissed a girl when she liked him and maybe he liked her and some more blast. It's very complicated but the basic thing is that she likes him. I think even longer than I've liked Alec and believe me that's a loooong time. Seriously, one whole year of liking is not an easy piece of cake.

Yeah, one year of liking which ended up with him being stolen by that backstabbing-bitch-mama. I sooooo hate my life right now.

I break into another fit of crying and in between I write notes of how I hate what Jo did to me. Then after a while I sober up and look up. Two of my classmates, Ladi and Arthur pass by, but not before stopping to tell me sorry for whatever reason I was crying. Geez, is it that obvious? I notice that 'lil miss thang is now asleep and so of course, Alec is staring blankly like a lost puppy dog. A cute lost puppy dog. Gosh Roxy, get a grip on yourself. Mr. Cute lost puppy dog is now with someone else.