so it's vacation time and i practically won't have a lot to do but yesterday i can't help but feel like
Holy CRAP IM NEVER GONNA SEE ANYONE ELSE ANYMORE THIS IS SO SAD IM NEVER GONNA SEE MY OTHER FRIENDS AGAIN WHATS HAPPENING TO ME?1?1
i realised that i've been pushing away the future because i was having soo much fun with my small group of friends these past few days. i didn't think of the unpredictable future because the thought just scares me. it scares me because i don't want to know what my life is going to be in the next five years.
idk if its just me or there's also other people out there worrying about basically every problem that they're facing right now. i know i still got a lot of time to live but why do i feel like i'm never gonna see them again? like i'm gonna drop from the face of this earth and never come back (exIstenTiaL criSis)
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how to be a loser
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