Super Rich Kids

Shameless

I didn’t expect myself to freeze in the cool breeze but soon it became unbearable to endure it alone. A couple of minutes of muffled music and vibrations passed and I decided that heading back inside was a better idea than freezing to death.

I walked out of the room and closed the door behind me, supporting myself with my back against it. The smell of alcohol was strong around me, people swaying in slow motion, seeming too interested in their lover’s lips.

I held on tightly around the railing of the staircase, taking one step at a time trying not to trip because that would happen. I step onto the first floor, beige carpeting below my feet, the music louder than before.

I looked around and saw a group of people around a small glass center table and thought why not? I wasn’t really thinking when I approached the group and they looked up at me, hands on a card, “wanna join?” They didn’t have to ask twice before I was on my knees next to one of the girls with bright pink at the tip of her blonde hair.

I gathered the white powder with the card I was handed, with expertise I leaned my head in, my finger coming to close my right nostril and breathing in deep. I felt the sharp pain through my nostril; the burning sensation through my nasal cavity was a little too much that made me cough in bits of laughter.

I did another round before I decided it was enough for the fix that I so desperately needed to forget everything for tonight. I leaned my head back as I inhaled more of the powder, making sure none of it went to waste. My eyes closed voluntarily and I felt my tongue numb from pleasure.

Laughter filled my ears as I opened my eyes and saw everything more alive. The girl I was sitting next to smiled at me, her green eyes shining in the bright light as she leaned in closer to me, nudging her face in the crook of my neck. Her lips traced my jaw as my eyelids closed and then her soft hand pulled my face, making me look at her as her lips attached to mine, her tongue invading my mouth as she slipped a small circular bitter substance on top of my tongue.

Before I could realize what was going on, I was being lifted onto my feet and pulled back into Liam’s chest, making me gulp the saliva and the small object in my mouth. My eyes felt blown out as I stared at the dark spot on his neck that looks like a heart and his hand slowly reached up my waist, his thumb caressing my exposed skin. His other hand moved onto my jaw, small lettering littered across his wrist, “You left me,” he spoke in a hushed whisper but loud enough for me to hear, “no one leaves me.” Before I could say anything his lips were attached to mine, pulling on my bottom lip. His tongue swiped across my red lips, leaving a tingling sensation afterwards.

My hands reached for his hair but there was noting but short strands I could barely hold onto, his neck seemed like the next best thing. Our lips collided, my eyes closed, different colors flashing behind my eyelids.  I felt disoriented as I was being led down the hallway, my mind and thoughts going all fuzzy like white noise on a black and white TV screen.

I hear a door slam shut and my back hits the front of the hard porcelain sink in the bathroom we were in. Liam’s hands roaming the sides of my body with his mouth latched on my neck, his nose hitting my jaw. His hands tighten around my waist and lift me up, my ass on the edge of the cold sink. His lips were still attached to my neck, my head rolled to the side in pleasure as my eyes slowly fluttered opened and looking up at the ceiling, I noticed the cracks opening up and turning into mold.