IMAGINE – 2 YEARS FROM NOW
“Niall” You yelled, laughing.
“What?” He chuckled, continuing to tickle you.
You couldn’t respond, you were laughing so hard. Niall hopped on top of you sitting on your stomach, but not putting any pressure on you. He stopped tickling you, and smiled.
“Oh thank god” You sighed in relief, looking into Niall’s blue eyes.
He didn’t say a word, he just sat there, looking at you. You asked him what he was staring at.
“Just looking at how beautiful you are, and thinking how lucky I am to have you” He smiled, leaning down to kiss you.
You returned the kiss, and you felt him smile mid-way through the kiss. He lifted his head up, and started to grab your side to tickle you again, but you grabbed his hand. You shook your finger, telling him no. But before you put your hand back down you grabbed the collar of his shirt, bringing him down to kiss you passionately.
“HEY HEY HEY, LEAVE THE BABY-MAKING TILL AFTER WE LEAVE” Louis yelled, running thru the door.
You instantly let go of the kiss. Niall give you a puppy dog face, as he got off of you. You sat up, letting Niall sit beside you and Louis on the other side. Before you knew it 3 other British boys stood in front of you, waiting for a hug. Liam gave you a puppy dog face, Harry gave you his cheeky smile, and Zayn kept his mysterious look on his face, but all their arms were wide open. You stood up to give them a hug one at a time, but before you knew it, it was a giant group hug.
“She’s my princess” You heard Niall yell, trying to squeeze his way into the big group hug.
Once the hugging was all done, everyone all sat down on all the couches to watch a scary movie, Niall’s choice.
Mid way thru the movie, you got scared, and started to cuddle Niall, burying your head into his chest every time you felt something was going to pop out. Niall smiled every time.
“Shh, it’s okay princess” You heard him say, at one point.
Scary movies were definitely NOT your thing, but Niall enjoyed them.
The movie ended, and you were passed out on Niall’s lap... Or so he thought. Louis looked over at Niall, who was playing with your hair.
“Is she the one?” Louis asked.
“Yea, I really think she is, I really do love her, she’s my everything” Niall replied, still playing with your hair.
“I’m glad she is, don’t ever let her go. You hear me now?” Louis said.
Niall nodded his head. Smiling, knowing that he had the best girl in the world, the most beautiful girl, He found the perfect one.
Louis got up, along with the other boys, and left, leaving you and Niall alone in yours and his flat. You pretended to wake up when you heard the door slam.
“Hello beautiful” Niall smiled “It’s time to go upstairs”
You nodded your head, getting up, following Niall to the bedroom. You’re still wide awake, and Niall knew it.
You hopped in the bed, Niall not far behind. He turned off the lights, but after that movie you kept the lamp beside you on.
“Niall?” You asked.
“hmm” He hummed.
“What do you love most about me?” You asked.
Niall was quiet at first, then he said.
“There’s not just one reason, I love you for being you, for staying true to who you are, for pushing through the worst of the worst. I love you because you’re always there for me. Because you always find the bright side in everything. Your smile can make the cloudy skies leave, and bring out the sun shine. I love the way your eyes look when you smile, I love the sound of your voice when I’m gone, I love the warmth of your hugs, I love the taste that your lips allow. I just love, I love you.” He said, looking up at the ceiling, then rolling over, to catch your gaze.
You were speechless, It was the most beautiful thing you ever heard.
“I love you too” Was all you could reply with.
Niall sat up, feeling really romantic by now, and said
“Please, never become as low as you were before”
You looked at him, tears were in your eyes, remembering what kind of condition you were in before you met Niall. Depression, Suicidal....
Niall Grabbed your arm, looking deeply at the scars that you left on your wrists. You could see that he wanted to cry, he hated to think that you ever hurt. He lent down, and kissed the scars, each and every one of them. You felt a tear drizzle down your arm, from Niall. He raised his head, tears streaming down his face.
“Oh Niall” You said, sitting up with him. “I’m fine now baby, I have you. You saved me, I will never pick up a blade again, I will never pick up that lighter, ever again. I love you, forever”
Niall looked up at you, and smiled. Kissing you pattionitly. Your fingers ran threw his brown/blonde hair, as his hands grabbed your waist, pulling you closer to him. You let go of the kiss, and looked at Niall.
“Better?” You asked
“Better.” He smiled.
Niall lay down, patting the spot beside you to lay with him. You knew you we’re safe with Niall, so you turned off the lamp, before cuddling him. You lay your head on his bare chest, as he held you with one arm, and played with your hair with the other hand. These were the moments you enjoyed, the moments you pushed thru depression for, and it was all worth it. It was all quiet except for the soft voice of Niall singing Little Things to you. His voice was like an angel, that slowly put you to sleep.
~~~OUR TIME, AKA RIGHT NOW~~~
Now right now you’re probably sitting on your bed, your couch, the floor. But where ever you are, don’t pick up that razor blade tonight, please put down that lighter. Don’t try and end it tonight, your future is bright. You’re beautiful, and wanted. So tonight, lay your head to rest, and remember tomorrows a new day. Wipe your tears, and have sweet dreams tonight. Smile and hold your head high, and your middle finger higher!
I wrote this Imagine to show you that tonight might be difficult, tomorrow might be too. But everything will be okay in the end, if it’s not okay it’s not the end. Look how happy your are in the future, all this fighting to stay alive tonight, and the nights after that will all be worth it in the end. But please, don’t say goodbye to your life, you just said hello to it.
Thanks for reading, and stay strong.
