Time..
A simple word of four letters..
As I lay in bed thinking about the importance of time, and how mere moments could change your life.
Moments. .
People always say that life is a collection of moments and that we don't remember days we remember moments, I've never really cared about quotes and I've never been the poetic type or a person to talk deeply at all
And I don't even know what brought this up.
but laying down on my bed after meeting up with Blake, staring up at my baby blue ceiling right now I just realized just how true those quotes were, how my life has taken a very different turn just because of mere moments.
Like the moment that wolf from blood moon pack snapped my mother's neck ending her life in an instance and creating a rivalry between two strong packs for maybe generations to come.
And that would lead to the moment the brown eyes of my father had looked at me so coldly and void of any emotions that it sent chills down my spine.
To the monent when the identical brown eyes that jason has taken from my dad held my hazel ones similar to my mother's that same night, whispering and promising that he would always be there.. and the series goes on, I could go on and on about how monents like these changed my life, some good..some bad but it was my life nontheless.
But the moment that made start thinking about all of this was the moment I laid my eyes on him, revealing my partner and soulmate in life forever if we chose to...
And as I think about it from the beginning, I started asking my self a meaningless question of what could have been..the what if?...
What If?...
A question that could send your mind into a jumbled mess of endless possibilities of what could have been..
Like, what if that man hadn't killed my mother?
Maybe our packs would've still ended up rivalries or maybe they would've sorted it out peacefully..I don't know.
But the one thing I do know is that my life would've been much easier..
I would still have my happy family, Dad wouldn't have changed into the cold monster he is now, the other luna' claire' as blake has told me, would've been alive and happy taking care of her two boys blake and his younger brother whom I've come to know was a few months when his mother died meaning that he is ten years old right now..
And the possibility that made me start thinking of all of this
that my relationship with Blake would've been so much easier...
Shaking my head as to get rid of those poisonous thought that were slowly crawling into my mind and stop myself from wallowing in self pity.
I started thinking of the last couple of months, two months have passed since me and Blake decided to try this out in secret
That it is becoming a routine. .I would come back from work and spend my normal day but when night comes I wait for my brother to go to bed then I sneak out to meet
Blake at Darla's coffee shop..sometimes we go in to drink something and sometimes we don't but we always go to a different place after that..we would just take a scroll by the river or swimming in the lake or anything really and honestly
I'm so happy that even my brother and freinds noticed and started questioning me about it even the girls every time they start talking about him I divert their attention to any other subject, they thought I didn't want to talk about it because it hurt too much and I didn't correct them.
The only one who knows is
'Gray' Blake's 10 year old brother, he is the cutest thing ever!
One day when Blake was leaving his territory to meet me Gray saw him and insisted that he wanted to go with Blake so Blake had to tell him about us
But he was sworn to secrecy. and he has been coming with Blake in the days that he doesn't have to go to school after because our meetings are always so late..
Despite all the complications in my life I am very happy ..
but I know that this happiness will come to an end once my brother or my freinds find out..or worse my father
Bur I will not dwell on this any longer..I will enjoy every second with Blake because Honestly
I am falling for him more and more every day..
And with that in mind I drifted off to sleep with a smile plastered on my face like everyday since I met my mate.
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Overnights Tale
Manusia Serigala..what is wrong with You Layla goddammit! you've been acting like a bitch these past few months! and I've been trying to figure out the problem! what happened to you where is my sweet Luna whom I fell In love with..this is not you..." as he kept sa...
