After, we just sleep because its just a very heavy day for all of us, speacially to my heart.
Although mabigat talaga, sobra. Ang bigat din lang talaga ng mata ko.
Si Kiefer?
Sabi ni maddie at first ayaw daw umuwi ni kiefer, at dahil daw sa galit niya, sinigawan niya daw ng bigyan daw muna ako ng space. Thats why I love that girl. Nagsosorry panga habang umiiyak kanina coz she said she's so mean, pero just for me daw.
Im so grateful having them, okay take this situation as an example, in 1 room, the whole team sleep just to be with me daw para daw di ako alone. Sabi panga ni gizelle "sister duties".
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Early in the morning, I go to the oval for jogging. And I guess fate is playing with us! Guess whose happily jogging together! Instead of going there, I just go to the gym. Get the ballrack, stretch and spike balls.
Having routine of picking ang spiking. Until I knelt down and found myself crying really hard.
Bakit? Bakit pag nagmamahal ka kailangang masaktan ng sobra? I thought he has no capacity of hurting me. But i guess this is how love play, this is how it twist. Yung tipong kailangan mo ng pantahi para mabuo ulit ang puso mo, but like stitching, its not that easy. Sometimes you get wounded on the process.
"Bakit ka umiiyak?"
His voice, alam kong kanya yon. Even though hindi ko na bigyan ng effort ang pag lingon.
Aly: wala, naghahanap lang ng pain killer.
I see him getting worried and hesitating either he will go to me or just ask me. He move a step
Aly: dont you dare go near me! Dont you dare ask me why im crying!
Kief: ly? Ano ba kasing problema? Bigla ka nalang hindi makontact, at nung pinuntahan kita di mo naman ako kinausap! Ano ba kasing ginawa ko? Please let me know, hindi ko kayang nakikita kang ganyan.
Aly: you dont want me to see in this state but you're so careless. I thought kasi kief nagbago ko na. Akala ko di mo ko iiwan, akala ko ako lang, coz you promised me. But just like the others, you just prove that promises are made to be broken. Ang sakit. Do you want this to stop? Baka nasasakal kana eh. O baka di mo na ako mahal? Ikaw lang magsabi, i will let you go.
I see his tears fell, now what?!
Kief: ly, i dont know whats your problem, but please dont lead this to breaking up, mag usap tayo please, ly I know at first I still see girls pero ly believe me, i changed myself for you. Ikaw ang mahal ko.
No, no ly, not now. Tinalikuran ko nalang siya.
Im on my way to the exit when I feel someone hug my back. Its him, I miss him, I feel hes shaking and hardly crying. But kief im still hurt.
Kief: please dont leave me hon*sobs* i cant live waking up knowing we're not okay. I love you, I love you, I love you.
He kisses my nek continuesly. I face him
Ly: why are you with mika?
I asked kim with coldness, he's still hugging me by the waist.
Kief: mika is just a friend hon, please dont give meaning.
Oh really? He didnt answer my question.
Ly: why are you with mika?
Dont answer it straight ang Ill surely leave him here.
Kief: I dont know! Shes just asking me if I could go out with her and being a good friend I just say yes!
Really? Now whats your intention mika?
Aly: bakit ka pumapayag?! You even jog together! Kief maiintindihan ko kung gusto niyo I build up ang friendship niyo, but kief? Did you see her effort, we both know shes intending to rebuild more than that friendship you are thinking. Now tell me will I be confident that I will still have you till next days kief, knowing that someone is pulling you from me and you are willing!!
Kief: do you trust me?
Aly: kief sayo, meron, pero kay mika wala.
Kief: okay? If thats what you want hindi na ako makikipagkita sa kanya.
Aly: tss, still fun of hanging out with girls. Not contented in me?
He just wiped my tears and smile.
Kief: what made you think so? Sa ganda mong yan, Im more than contented, i think medyo nalinawan narin ako sa intention ni mika. Hon, Im not a girl! I thought shes just being friendly.
I just wiped his tears and slap his arm. Nambobola pa
Aly: for how many years you are handling girls, different girls, you still are very inocent, seriously?
Tss, pang ilan naba ako?
Kief: aray naman hon! Hindi naman kailangan ipamukha e. Sorry na for being careless. Hindi ko man ma promise na hindi ka na iiyak uli dahil sakin, ill promise nalang na sayo lang ako. And I will never stop loving you
Aly: corny mo!
Kief: bati napo tayo? Sige na, miss na miss nanga kita ehh.
Aly: so the whole time your hugging me by the waist, did I protest?
Kief: sabi ko nga bati na tayo, heheh
Akala ko wala na talagang patutunguhan ang relationship namin, buti nalang naayos pa. Its not that wala nakong hopes na maayos yun but I just prepare myself. No one can predict all things that will happen in every persons life, malay mo may plan si God. Pero kahit ano man yung plano mo papa God mamahalin ko parin tong yakap ko.
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An: yun lang, sabaw! Sorry po kung di po siya yung ending na may twist✌ hahah😄 ayaw ko naman po silang maghiwalay kahit sa story lang. Ingat sa mga lakad❤
