Its been 3 and a half years since I left Philippines. Reasons that I have to keep all by my self. No one knows why I suddenly disappear. Not my family, friends and even him. Yes Him! How dare he sleep with a girl! Magkayakap pa talaga sila non. That scene breaks my heart. I was just about to tell him good news that time but I seen them that's why Im here in Berlin. Galit sina den ate fille sakin pero tinitext ko naman sila time by time that Im okay, galit na galit nga talaga sila sakin to the point na hindi ako nakakakuha ng matataas na reply kundi isang salitang "Mabuti". Remember, hindi nila alam kung asan ako. My family tries to understand me and just reminds me to go back when Im ready to face what I left. Oo iniwan ko lahat pati volleyball.
"Whay moma is tad?"
Someone hugs me by the neck with his small arms and kissed me on my left cheek. Siya ang nagpapasaya sakin tuwing iiyak ako. The one that I hide from all of them, my son.
His name is Kervin Aily Ravena. If you think that its kiefer's? Obviously. But nilayo ko ang anak ko sakanya. Simple reason of him having other girl in his bed. Take note that they are both naked. That day mismo nagpa book agad ako ng ticket to berlin, and cut down all tracks he might have to go after me. Nasaktan ako ng sobra non to the point na naisip ko sanang wag na isilang si Kervin. But si ate rachel ang naging angel namin.
Bumili kasi ako ng Condo and luckily, ate chels condo is just right beside our condo. At first nagtaka siya bat daw ako nasa germany, and then I realize na may lahi nga pala si ate chel na german. Her dad is here. I tell her all dahil nadin sa pamimilit niya because I look so wasted daw and for her interpretation its a big problem. Indeed a big problem. Galit na galit siya kay kiefer until now and siya mismo nagsabi na she will help me live in Germany as long as I want and siya ndaw bahala maghanap ng trabaho ko dito. Yes may trabaho nako dito. We are both model here ni ate chel and both working in the same company. Hindi na kasi siya bumalik ng philippines due to his dads wish. Nagtetraining din kami ng volleyball dito. I thank ate chel so much, we owe her our life.
"Tita chel, moma wont answer me"
Chel: psst ly, kinakausap ka ng anak mo!
Dinig kong sabi ni atr chel at umupo sa may right side ko probably kakatapos lang niala mag usap ng boyfriend niya.
Ly: sorry ate chel, baby. Mommy is just thinking something!
"Its owkay mom but puhles smile"
Chel: kervin speak tagalog nga naknak. Nahahawa kana sa mga kawork namim ni mommy eh!
Ly: hahaha, okay lang yan ate chel.
Chel: nako ly turuan mo yan ng tagalog at baka ikaw rin ang maghirap pag di yan natuto..
Ly: hahah, chill ate. Magaling naman yan eh, baby speak tagalog nga.. Tita chel is annoyed oo.
Lumapit naman siya kay ate chel na nasa right side ko at hinug niya sa neck..
"*mwah*mwah* wag kana magalit tita chel, I know naman poh tagalog"
Chel: ang cute talaga ng naknak ko. Di na galit si tita chel basta use tagalog more often naknak ha? Remember what people are we?
"Fihlipinow"
Hahaha, ang cute ng anak koo! Hes now 3 years old yet bihasa na magsalita... Ng english. Haha, kaya nga minsan pinapagalitan ako ni ate chel kung bat di ko daw tinuturuan ng tagalog at baka daw di niya maembrace kung ano talaga ang language namin.
Chel: aww, pakiss panga ulit naknak. Namiss ka ni tita eh..
Kakauuwi lang pala ni ate galing vication with his boyfriend. Matagal nadin sila pero ayaw daw muna niya magpakasal, pag 30 nadaw niya tatanggapin ang proposal ni jef(bfs name)
