Take My Life[Ereri/ErenxLevi]

Take My Dignity

Why did I even agree to go to this stupid party? To waste time? No. To have fun? No. To see him? Why would I even want to be near him? The man that torments me every chance that he gets. I can't even stand to look at him anymore. I can't look into his eyes, those beautiful yet hateful eyes. So why am I going?

"Levi! Hurry up, Armin's almost here!"

"I'll be down whenever I'm finished, quit being so annoying. And stop fucking yelling!" I didn't mean that, Mikasa knows it. Right? I know I can be harsh but it's a defense mechanism, my defense mechanism. I don't mean half the things I say. But yet they still come out, they always come out. Maybe that's the reason why Eren left.

I glanced at the clock and saw it was 6:57, the party starts at 7. I better get my ass downstairs before Mikasa kills me. As I'm heading down I saw a familiar blonde figure sitting in the living room. His face lit up when he saw me. "Levi, I haven't seen you in a long time. We never hang out anymore, how have you been?" So polite, so innocent, so pure, I will never understand why he's involved with me. He's always been that way, even as a child. "Levi, are you alright?"

"Huh?"

"You just looked as if your mind was elsewhere." He's right, nothing gets past Armin, my mind was elsewhere. It was in the past, when I was happy, when I was alive.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Let's just go, Mika you're driving." I turned towards my sister and our eyes meet. She looks so sad, I can't stand that. She knows what I was daydreaming about all too well. Please don't pity me sister. I quickly pulled my attention away and focused on getting to the car. The drive was painfully long and the dead silence certainly wasn't helping. We finally pulled up to Mike's house. It was huge and completely lit up. The streets were vibrating from how loud the music was. Each of the surrounding houses windows were filled with irritated faces, eyes directed towards the source of the noise.

"Okay, everyone out of the car." Mikasa was so enthusiastic about being here, I wasn't going to take that away from her. I just have to stay away from any fights. I just have to stay away from Eren. Sounds easy enough, I think.

As we walked up to the door I started to feel anxious. I try to shake the feeling when I push the door open. People tend to leave their houses unlocked for these types of parties. We stepped inside just and it was just overwhelming. It's so loud, it's really bright and there are too many fucking people. I absolutely hate it here, it's the complete opposite of my comfort zone. I could just fake a headache and go home. No, that would be fair for Mika or Armin. I'll just pretend like I'm having I good time.

"Hey Mikasa, Armin, get over here." I recognized the person calling them, Krista. She such a sweet person, reminds me of a more feminine Armin. She was waving them over to their group of friends. They both looked back at me, almost like they didn't want to leave me by myself.

"Just go and have fun. I'll be fine on my own."

"Are you sure Levi? We can stay with you."

"Yes Armin, I'm perfectly capable of handling myself. Now go be with you friends and leave me alone." Damn, that was brutal.

"Oh, well have fun Levi." Armin smiled and walked away with Mikasa. Still smiles even after all the shit I say, he doesn't deserve my bullshit.

I spent major of the party wondering around trying to find a quiet place so I relax. That failed when every room I opened contained an obnoxious couple having sex in it. It's disgusting how little respect the have not to taint someone else's house with their bodily fluids. But I guess that's to be expected at a high school party. After spending almost two hours of looking I just gave up and headed into the kitchen for something to drink.

"Levi!" That voice, dammit. "I know you hear me Faggerman, get over here!" I see Eren and his group of friends sitting around the bar area. His right arm is around some girl named Mina and his left is around Rico. Eren is known to sleep around a lot. I'm surprised he hasn't caught every STI out there.

"Yes Eren" I try to keep my responses short. Maybe it'll make this whole thing end faster.

"I'm shocked to see that crawled out of the pits of hell and came to Mike's party. Color me impressed that a loser like you wouldn't be intimidated to hang around here. Come to think of it when I was a foolish child and I was your 'friend' you would never go out of your comfort zone. That was always one of the things I couldn't stand about you. So why did you come here, huh? Your wittle sister have to drag you ass over here? Did you kick, scream, and cry till you eventually gave up and agreed? So, what was it Levi?" You just never know when to stop do you Eren?

"I... uh-"

"I... uh. And I thought you were supposed to be smart. You can't even give me a straight answer." Eren continued to push on and his Horsefaced friend had to join in of course.

"He can't give you a straight answer because he's a fag, remember? He probably loves taking it up the ass."

"No Jean, I happen to know that he's a total virgin. Levi you're like seventeen, do we need to get you a prostitute to pop your cherry. Or does that thing in your nightstand do the job just fine?" Everyone around us broke out into laughter. "Or are you one of those people that believes sex is a special thing that should only happen between people that love eachother? What a joke, sex is pleasure, nothing more. So loosen up Faggerman. I sure one of my buddies here would love to take you for a ride. What do you think about him Reiner?"

"I'd do him" The blonde answered without a second thought.

"See Levi, there is someone that would fuck you."

"Shut up Eren" His eyes narrowed at me. If looks could kill I would be a dead man. He got up from his seat, leaving the two girls behind.

"What did you just say to me?" One hard shove at my shoulder was all it took to have me on the ground. "Hold him down." Jean and Reiner held my arms down as struggled to get free. Eren and the rest of his crew gathered around me. Each one of them had a food item in their hands. I know where this was going.

Time went by at an agonizing slow pace. When it was over it felt like hours passed, but it had most likely been a few minutes. The gorilla and horse finally released my arms and stood up so they could really admire their work. My clothes were completely ruined. I felt like I was buried in food. As I lifted myself off the ground items that were temporarily stuck to my body hit the ground. Everyone's eyes were on me and they were laughing. They were all fucking laughing at me except for a few. Mikasa and Armin's eyes were filled with pity and rage. Pity, the thing I hate the absolute most I'm this world.

I turned my attention to Eren once more. "What's wrong Levi? Are you going to cry in front of everyone here? Don't you think you've embarrassed?" I've had enough of this, why am I even still here?

I shoved my way through the crowd of people and ran out the house. I'm just done right now.

'Why do you keep doing this to me, Eren?
What have I ever done to you?'