"The Doctor"

Depression

2 months later

Its been two months since I seen August or talked to him. After everything that happened I thought he would be the first person to help me out with the miscarriage.

I couldn't even believe what my on parents said to me. Right now I needed to get back on my feet and do what's best for me.

I scanned my new apartment satisfied with what I did to the place. Right now I just opened up my beauty salon. It wasn't just any beauty salon. We had food of all types. It wasn't fixed up yet and it wasn't ready but it was going to be in two weeks. I sat down and decided to relax for the night until Tanya called me talking about some club that was popular in town. I actually decided to go she persuaded me about the drinks. I scanned my closet for something to wear. I decided to go with a black dress, dark blue hills, with some silver jewelry. I curled my hair and put on some clear lip gloss and I was on my way.

As I pulled up it was live ass fuck. I got out greeted by Tanya. We went in and got straight to business at the bar. I was a little bit tipsy,but I didn't want to get drunk already. I got on the dancefloor and danced my ass off. Of course being at the club someone decided to join. Turning around I saw Charles. I instantly stopped and looked at him.  Before I could speak Charles pulled me up close and said "Not right now lets just have fun."

I actually listened to what he said a enjoyed myself. As I grinded my body on his I felt him get aroused. So I moved back a little and chilled. I then turned around soon as they cut the music. The host of the club announced a very important guest…. August Alsina.

I just froze as I saw him get on the stage. He brung back all the memories. Tanya was right next to me watching me. I could tell that she was worried about me when she pulled me back to the bar.

"Don't let it phase you enjoy yourself baby girl, if Charles can't phase you don't let August.

I just nodded my head yes. But Tanya didn't no that it was different from Charles I actually loved August, but she was right I had a business, new apartment, and a fresh start. I took a few or a couple shots. I got up once more bumping into somebody.

"My bad, I'm so sorry."

He helped me back up and it was August.

"We gotta stop meeting like this", he giggled.

I looked scared ass hell I didn't no what to say I didn't see him in two months. I started moving my legs and arms like I always do when I'm nervous. Until I grew enough balls to say something.

"Why do we keep meeting if we suppose to know each other? Why do we keep meeting if we suppose to love each other?" I said with a sarcastic laugh. And walked away.

Before I could get any farther he pulled me back and pulled my body closer to his, and lower his hands down my lower back. He then whispered in my ear. "You just don't no how much I miss you being in my arms at night."
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