Greenflame: pain

t w e n t y

Kai's pov

I'm freaking out. I set my book down on my bed and now it's gone. What if someone reads it!? Surely no one would because on the front of the book said not to but still!

I look all around my room but I still couldn't find it. I go into the living room and begin to look in between couch cushions and behind pillows. I still can't find the book!

"Are you looking for something,"I hear Lloyd say from behind me.

I jump up and little and look at him, "Uh yeah."

"What are you looking for?"he asks me.

"Something uh,"I pause, "private."

"Oh. Well can I help?"he asks.

"Sure,"I say.

Lloyd begins looking with me. Why does he want to help me? Doesn't he have a girlfriend he could hang out with. I am so damn jealous. I'm going to have to figure out a way to get over Lloyd since he obviously has gotten over me.

"Is this it?"Lloyd asks holding up my book.

"Yes!"I say grabbing the book and sitting in the couch. I open the book up to the page I left off. This book I will write down all my stories I have had. I will change people's names and no one will ever know.

Lloyd sits down next to me,"What is that? Is it a diary?"

"No no no no..it's my uh fathers! Yeah my father gave it to me!"I mentally high five myself for that awesome save.

"That's cool. What is it abo-"Lloyd gets interrupted as hope walks into the room.

Hope walks over and sits in Lloyds lap. She looks him in the eyes bringing his face up to hers. I watch them as they kiss passionately. I grit my teeth shut clutching my knuckles. Lloyd could have been mine, but no hope just walks in here and steals him! Ugh! I stomp off to my room with my book in my hand.

Lloyds pov

I see Kai clenching his teeth and clutching his knuckles so hard there white. I want to tell him to stop since he is probably hurting himself, but I need to stick to hopes plan. Once Kai marches off hope and I pull away.

"I feel bad,"I tell hope as she sits down in the spot next to me.

"Don't be Lloyd. All you're doing is messing with Kai's mind. Making him jealous and mad. He dated Skylor for a while to why cant you "date" me?"she asks.

"I just don't want him to get hurt. I was really hurt when he was dating Skylor and I don't want him to go through that,"I say.

"Fine, the next time you talk to him tell him that we aren't dating,"she says.

"Okay,"I say.

My stomach growls. I walk into the kitchen to make lunch since its around lunch time. I take out bread and peanut butter and jelly to make PB and J. I get a butter knife out of the drawer and take out a piece of bread. I spread peanut butter on the bread. I do the same with the jelly on a different slice of bread. I put the two pieces together and take a bite out of it.

You know what I forgot I don't like peanut butter. I throw away the sandwich and go to the bathroom to wash my mouth out. I brush my teeth making my mouth taste like mint.

I walk back to my room and lay on my bed. Was that story that Kai wrote about us? I mean Kai couldn't really like me. Right? What was the few lines that made me blush? Oh yeah I remember.

Dylan was heart broken and very sad. Dylan hated himself for waiting to long. Now Dylan's true love has a girlfriend. Dylan wants Aaron as his boyfriend

Dylan wants Aaron as his boyfriend. If Kai is Dylan and I'm Aaron that means he likes me. Hope must have been delusional. Kai would never like me. But he did break up with Skylor right? Did he do that because of me?

Guilt fills me as I think about how he thinks hope and I are dating. He doesn't know that it was a lie. A misinterpretation. I need to tell him that hope and I are nothing more than friends.

I get up from my bed and begin to walk towards Kai's door. The door is closed. My hand shakes as I reach to open the door. My hand reaches the door knob and twist it open. I don't see Kai in the room. I need to tell him. Maybe I should wait for him.

I sit on his bed that has a soft red blanket and a few red pillows. I look at the shelves above his bed. There is a picture of Nya,him, his mom, and his dad. There is also a picture of the whole gang. And there is one of just me. He isn't even in this one just me.

(Look at picture above^^^)I pick up the picture of me and look at it. The picture is when I was still young. Before I drank the tomorrow's tea. Right after I freed the snakes. I wish I could go back and change that. I always feel guilty that all the badness in Ninjago is mine, the green ninjas, fault.

"Lloyd?"I hear Kai's voice ask.

I put the picture down quickly,"K-Kai I need to tell you something."

"And what's that?"he asks a little annoyed. Probably because I was in his room without asking.

"I uh um. Hope and I aren't dating,"I say quickly trying to get it out.

Kai looks at me with hopeful eyes,"So you aren't dating anyone?"he asks.

"Uh yeah I guess,"I answer his question.

Kai steps closer to me. He sits down next to me and looks me in the eyes,"That means I can do this,"he cups my face and smashes his lips against mine.

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*dies fangirling which means I won't be able to update*