"Bye Lu!"
"Bye mommy, bye daddy! Wait! I want a hug!"
"Alright love!"
They left, never coming back again.
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It happened again, I'm left alone.
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LANES POV
"GODDAMNIT!"
"Lane, calm down. You ran out like a bullet."
"Why, why, why, why, why-"
"Why what?"
"WHY CAN I NOT PROTECT HER?!"
"I don't kn-"
"I CANT PROTECT HER!"
"You can, she's been through a lot. I was there, in the same situation."
"I don't know what she's feeling. She never told me."
"I guess she doesn't want you to worry too much about her, sometimes she just wants to be on her own. It's been like that since we were kids."
"I just want to help her. I just want to help her."
"I know, me too."
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LUNAS POV
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know where to go anymore.
What should I do?
I guess I should let my mind take me where it wants to go.
Where do you want to go? Girls dorm?
No
Cafeteria?
No
Amy and Lane?
No
Oh this is where you want to go. Okay.
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LANES POV
"I'm going to call her."
"Okay."
I picked up my phone, calling Luna.
Ring ring ring.
Damn, no answer.
Ring ring ring.
What the fuck.
"She isn't answering."
"Let me try."
...
"No answer."
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LUNAS POV
Well I'm here. Now what? Really? What about everyone else? They don't care? That isn't them. That isn't Amy and Lane. What about Pan? She would be upset, and be all by herself. I want to do it, but...
...I can't.........
...........but I'll still do it.
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LANES POV
"OH MY GOD!! WHAT IS SHE DOING UP THERE?!"
I heard one of the students yelling outside.
"What the fuck?"
"Come on!"
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LUNAS POV
Well, I'm making a scene.
"Luna! You're making a scene."
"No I'm not."
"Yes you are, come back here now."
"No."
"Luna!"
"OH MY GOD!! WHAT IS SHE DOING THERE?!"
I'm not making a scene.
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LANES POV
"What's going on?"
"L-Look up!"
Holy shit.
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"Lane! Lane!"
"What?"
"Something happened."
....
"WHY?!"
....
I never saw my brother again....
....at 12:41pm he committed suicide.
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At 12:41pm, Luna is on the roof, going to commit suicide.
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i hate myself
Romancebreathe breathe breathe force a smile and breathe one two three breathe breathe breathe they can't force you to them i got to be me breathe breathe breathe count to three and you'll see what you can do when you breathe
