agony | solar [completed]

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jae;

remember those days where I used to pester you twenty-four seven?

it must've hurt, knowing that someone this close to you didn't care about you.

but now I've realised, and realising hurts.

I won't ever have a chance to make up for all those times i hurt you.

I won't get the chance to tell you I love you.

sometimes I wish that I said goodbye instead of ignoring you in my bedroom the last time you left, jae.

because I never knew that it would be the last time I saw you.

mom said that you'd return, jae, that you'd return to Seoul safe and sound.

but you never did.

from the sister who loves you,

solar.