agony | solar [completed]

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jae;

I'm sitting in small room dressed in black.

I'm surrounded by whatever's left of our small family.

life is hard, life is very hard.

I'm sure you never intended to cause any of this for us, but you just did.

it's been 7 months since you left us, and mom couldn't take it anymore.

I'm crying the most in this room, more than anybody else.

that's mainly because those people never knew us well enough to cry like me.

they say crying helps, that crying helps to relieve the pain but it doesn't.

it brings more pain and sorrow to me.

I wonder what's the use of living, when we're all going to die one day.

but I guess the purpose of living is to live and experience.

you die wise no matter what age and what cause.

I'm watching the people take away her coffin.

now I have no one left to depend on.

jae, I've lost.

I think I'll do it too.

from your sister that feels lost,

solar.