agony | solar [completed]

twelve

jae;

someone said they found you in Seoul.

is that true?

I hoped it was true, but at the same time I didn't want it to be true.

I didn't want it to be true because you hurt us by leaving. you unknowingly killed our mother, and brought our father back.

you were the reason why we moved to the states, and the reason why I fell depressed in school.

but at the same time, I knew that it couldn't be true because you were loyal, and you would inform us if you left.

you always told us not to worry about you when you left for your part time job. I would be upset, but I lived knowing that you would return at 9pm at night and give me a hug.

that's how trustworthy you were.

but now I don't know whether to trust you, or to trust the public.

from your clueless sister,

solar.