In love with a Vampire

Chapter Fifteen

BLAIR’S P.O.V.

I’ve been feeling faint for a while now, I’m not sure why though. I will say, I have been running for a while, maybe I am dehydrated or tired, but it seems more than that. It feels like something is pulling my backwards, back to Harry, back to the boys, but I can’t give in. I need to block everything out, and that is just what I am going to do, block them out.

I carry on running for a few more hours until the pain in my chest gets unbearable. I need to focus. Breathe, in, out. Block it out. You don’t Want harry. You need Harry ugh. Shut up brain, I don’t need him, nor do I want him.

After my little chat with myself the pain in my chest seems to ease but I am still out of breath. I decide I am going to have a look at what the boys are thinking.

I go to Harry’s mind first.

It hurts so much. Ugh. It is getting really hard to handle, she needs to come back, I need her. Where is she, She couldn’t have gotten far, Why can’t I smell her, ugh I can’t even locate her, or hear her, or feel what she is feeling, this is wrong. I’m going to go and rest.

okay then, that was slightly depressing. i decide i am going to move onto zayns mind since i alredy have that channel opened aswell.

I wonder where she weny, she was fine with us yesterday, how much could change over night. - not much, that is how much. Maybe she was faking. I hope she is okay, she shouldnt of left, not with Matt or Zac or whatever he goes by out there wanting to mess with other vampires. Blair if you can hear me, Talk to me. 

That is just making me feel guilty, and really bad for leaving. and to be honest, it is scaring me a bit, i had forgotten about zac or matt or whoever he was, Lets try for louis.

i had to try really hard but i finally got it, Louis thoughts - yey!

Why cant i read her thoughts, ugh, this is so hard, no body can find trace of her. I honestly think that if he could he would be chasing around trying to protect her but he is to weak. If she goes much further, he may be on the verge of death. Then we would loose a friend but she would also spend her life without loving someone. Funny how when your a vampires mate, you never develop strong feelings for anyone other than your mate. you may like a person but you will never love them like you could love your mate. I dont know what will happen to Harry at the moment, but i dont think it is going to get any better if Blair keeps walking. Speaking of Blair, if harry is this bad she has got to be on the verge of death. Holy cow we need to find Blair. 

Okay lets just tune out of that wait no. 

Mind message better work i swear.

'Louis, Louis" i mind messaged 

"What" he replieed, the connection is a it weak but we are far away from eachother and he is still trying to figure it out.

"Louis i dont have time to explain. Harry and Zayn know about my mind message power as i have used it on them both yesterday. but i can also read minds, which only harry knows about" i tell him

"Okay then" he tells me, i can picture him nodding.

"Wait, what?" He does a double take im going to guess. I chuckle at him and tell him again

"I said -"

""I know what you said" he cuts me off  "This is so cool, we have the same power" louis gushes, i  giggle at him

"yeah, i guess we do, Louis, im not coming back, im Perfectly fine, i only have a numb ache in my chest, want to fix harry?" I ask

"Blair the only way to fix harry is by you coming back" He tried to convince me.

"Rubbish. i am fine, Harry isnt near me. tell he doesnt need me, he will be fine, if not try and talk to me" i tell him with finiality.

"Blair its different for vampires we cant just block stuff out, infact - no one i have ever met has been able to block everything -- Emotions, thoughts, scent, sound, and even love drive and location - Harry should be able to find you but he cant" Louis exclaimed.

"Im blocking it all for a reason lou - i dont want to be found - im leaving" i told him standing up and starting to walk again while still talking with louis.

"He may be immortal, but once we find our mates we cant let them leave without a trace, he needs your scent, thoughs, Love drive - that mutual feeling between you two - if you block that out, he is going to die, he Needs you Blair" Lou told me, making the word Need stand out more than the others.

"What about my voice, ill mind message him for a conversation everyday?" I asked lou, strangely enough, not wanting Harry to die. 

"It's not enough, he will slowly wilt away until you come back, with out you he will die" Lou told me. 

"Sorry Lou, i need my life, I will talk to him though but if you want me that bad, and you care about me and hom like you said in your head you did - come and find me" i told him - ending the conversation, breaking out mind link and started running again.

HARRY'S P.O.V.

"Harry, i'm not coming back just yet, i have a life, i need to live it, but i will talk to you everyday so that you will be alright, i dont want you dead, Have a good life" i heard blairs voice in my head. I need her.

"I need you Blair, I need to mark you, not urn you but mark you - come back to me" I replied,  i heard my voice, it sounded weak and frail against her strong voice, maybe the bonding wasnt working. Maybe she has another power?

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