In love with a Vampire

Chapter Twenty-Seven

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HARRY'S P.O.V

I sat down on a chair in the kitchen and Blair sat down on my lap and I wrapped my arms around her waist so that she couldn't move away.
"I was just like Blair, I was the sporty kid at school, the best runner, when I got turned, I was already faster than the average vampire but not as fast as I am now" Liam started the story. Blair nodded and I placed my head on her shoulder.
"Anyway, when I got my power, which is what Blair has now, there is a lot of running that you have to do in your mind, it is classed as mental conditioning, in your head your body can run as fast as you want so it is exercise, this becomes physical and the person becomes faster, Harry you would probably be able to enhance your speed by doing something of the sort with your gift. Anyway, at the moment Blair seems to be getting a new power and this one happens to be mine" Liam finished. I sighed, Is it so much to ask for that she got my power, then I could spend some time with her.

"Okay, thanks Liam, is there a way to make it easier to lock out?" Blair asked
"You will have to experiment, everyone has a different short cut but eventually you will learn to control emotions and feel them without it controlling you" He told her.
"So, practising I suppose?" She asked
"Yeah, I guess, well I have got to go" He told us and zoomed off.

Blair stood up causing me to stand with her because I was still holding her waist. Blair turned around and kissed me gently, I think I am looking forwards to practising this power with her.

While Blair kissed me I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I ran up the stairs till I reached my room and quickly shut the door behind us. I walked us over to the bed and laid her down as I climbed on top of her so I was covering her body with my own without touching her.

"Blair, we need to practise"
"No"
"Why not?" I asked her
"Because when we kiss while I'm in the zone I can't feel it, I can't feel your touch and I hate it" she told me.

I was quick to shut up and resume kissing her if that was what she wanted. I felt the time passing but it didn't really bother me. I don't need to sleep I just do it to pass the time.

After a while Blair stopped kissing me and so I rolled off of her.
"Harry?" she asked as she sat up and turned towards me
"Yeah?"
"you know how humans call it like girlfriend, boyfriend and you class me as your girlfriend and I class you as my boyfriend but I don't get where the mate thing comes in, I mean I don't even know what it means" She told me. Oh god, I was hoping we would never have to have this talk.

"Um, promise you won't be mad, I didn't tell you cause I wanted everything to be normal for you, I wanted love to be normal for you, I wanted us to be normal for you" I begged her.
"I don't know Harry, I'll try not to be mad" she told me.
"Okay well, to start off, every vampire has a mate, it is someone we are emotionally tied to, we feel a connection as soon as they are born, then they can choose to ignore the human or vampire or they can watch over them, I chose to watch over you" I paused to wait for her reaction.
"You are my mate, now the thing is a mate isn't a title like boyfriend or girlfriend it is a thing, a feeling, because we are mated, you will grow the same feeling for me as our bond grows. In other words you fell in love with me, but you were going to regardless, you were set to love me" I looked up at the beautiful girl in front of me to see her looking hurt.

"Wait, so you don't love me for me? You love me because you have to?" She asked
"I love you. Blair, you, not because your my mate, yes we are set with feelings for our mates but it isn't love at first that is why people can walk away so easily, I fell in love with you as a person" I pushed
"So then are you telling me I only love you because I have to?" She asked
"No, the human side of the relationship gets to pick, either love or hate, it is a first impression thing, you didn't hate me and you never have, so you picked the light side and your feelings developed like normal but faster because everything is faster when you're a vampire" I reasoned.

"this, us, it isn't normal, you don't love me Harry, you have to love me, why should I believe you want to love me I mean look at me, I'm ugly, I'm fate, I'm a horrible person, why?" by this point the girl that I adored with all my heart was in tears.

"Because you're you!"
"That means nothing to me, of course I'm me! Your mate, whom you have to love" I didn't really know how to explain it to her in words. How to explain how I felt.

I moved over the bed and grabbed her face in my hands before smashing my lips into hers. Blair's tears kept falling as she kissed me back. I didn't know what else to do. As I pulled away I rested my forehead on hers.
"Blair, I fell in love with you, I made the choice, I could of walked away, you chose to love me, it was a choice, and you chose correctly thank god because honestly after how far we have come I don't know if I could live without you"

"I'm going to take a shower, are there any clothes I can use?" she asked.
"Here" I said standing up and grabbing some of my clothes at vampire speed before giving them to her. She gave me a small smile before walking away.

I suppose now I have to wait.



BLAIR'S P.O.V

I don't know what to believe, what my head is yelling at me or what Harry is telling me. I want to think that my love for him is real but it is obviously artificial, maybe when you're a vampire everything makes sense, if that's the case I want to be a vampire.

Honestly right now I would enjoy a nice long chat with my mum and a trip to the university classroom. I also wouldn't mind going home.

All of these thoughts where running through my head as the water ran over my skin washing the soap off my body and the conditioner out of my hair. I turned the water off when I finished rinsing and stepped out of the shower grabbing a towel.

I dried up and got dressed into the clothes Harry gave me. As I left the bathroom I couldn't help but sigh as I went towards the stairs. I really don't want to talk to Harry right now.

I walked downstairs and entered the kitchen. I made myself a sandwich and ate it before retreating to my bedroom. As I went into my room I sat down on the floor in the corner and brought my knees up to my chest. It isn't like I am needed anywhere else, my boyfriend can live without me and obviously if I don't really love him I don't have to see him every minute of the day. I can't believe I was so stupid to think that I was in love with a vampire after knowing him for three weeks. Unbelievable, I am stupider and weaker than I thought.

If Harry doesn't love me willingly, I mean, part of him being a vampire is for him to love me. I am so stupid.

I don't want Louis reading my thoughts either better shut my mind off.

Slowly I felt everything shutting down. My Emotions, my thoughts, I was left as a shell, I had nothing to give at the moment.



LOUIS' P.O.V

It was quieter, I couldn't hear as many thoughts as normal. Harry I could tell felt worried and then Blair just had no thoughts.
"Lou" I heard Harry call. Weird, normally Blair calls me for him.

"Yeah buddy?" I asked as I reached his room.
"She asked, and she thinks everything is fake, that I love her cause I have to and not because I want to and that she doesn't really love me and she thinks she is unable to feel love because she doesn't think that it is real" Harry told me in a rushed voice
"Well, were is she?" I asked
"She went for a shower and hour ago and I can't sense her Lou" he told me in pure panic.
"And you need me why?" I asked even though the answer was pretty obvious.
"Can't you hear her? Tell me where she is?" he asked
"No, I thought it was a bit weird, can't hear a thing. I can't even smell her" I told him
"Lou, she closed her heart off again, I don't know if she did it on purpose or by accident but she did it, I haven't the slightest clue where she is" he told me.

Oh no, if she is somewhere in the house and she is upset to the point where she shut everyone out, and she has closed off her heart, if we don't find her or get her to open it in time she is going to find herself having serious problems such as being dead.

"I don't know Haz, it isn't up to me, your girl, if I did know I would tell you but it is up to a scavenger hunt so it is up to you, check her bedroom or something" I told him before leaving.



HARRY'S P.O.V

Great, Lou can't hear a thing and I just don't know what to do. I decided to follow Lou's advice and ran down the stairs until I reached her room. When I walked in the lights where switched on. I looked at her bed and didn't see her so I decided to check her bathroom. When I walked into the bathroom and it was empty. I walked back into the room and decided to check the other side of the room, the room turns so you can't see the wall from the door. I walked over and found the love of my life sitting with her knees raised to her chest and a blank look on her face. The life was gone from her body and that was evident as she sat staring at a wall without even blinking. The only thing telling me that my girlfriend was alive was the slight rise and fall of her chest.

"Baby?" I called to her as I walked closer. Her eyes didn't even shift, she didn't blink and as I found myself squatting right in front of her she was looking right through me.

I felt a tear fall from my eye as the beautiful girl in front of me didn't even move. She was just a shell. My Mate was gone for now. I lifted her body, carrying her up the stairs and into my bedroom. I didn't know what to do. I moved all of her limbs so that she was lying down with a pillow under her head. At least when she came back to being herself she wouldn't have a sore or stiff body.

The hours passed and she hadn't moved once. I sat here watching her hoping for something. I felt something warm on my cheek. I moved my hand up to swipe it away and saw that I had been crying.

I had called Liam in and he didn't have a clue what to do because he wasn't there when she did it, Louis still didn't have a clue, Niall took one look and ran away and at the moment Zayn was the only person left to come in and see if they could fix the problem.

"Why don't you kiss her, see if that does anything?" He asked.
"Zayn this isn't sleeping beauty, you can't just kiss her and expect her to wake up" I answered him flatly.

"Wouldn't know, have you tried It?"
"No, I don't really want to kiss the body of my emotionless girlfriend" I answered him back.
"Well If you won't I will" He said.
"No I will just go" I said shooing him off.



Zayn had left an hour ago. I shut the door of my bedroom and placed myself hovering above Blair.
"Please come back to me" I whispered into her ear before placing a kiss on her cheek. I watched as her cheek got some colour back in it and her eyes changed so they weren't so glassy. I smiled as I kissed her other cheek and her forehead. Blair closed her eyes and I kissed both of her eye lids. I sat back as I watched her body become healthy looking again. I gently kissed her on the lips and watched as her body twitched as her muscles came back into use. Suddenly Blair started kissing me back but she was different.

The kiss was gentle like always but there was no emotion conveyed through it.
"I love you baby" I whispered to her.
"Cool" She replied.

I rolled over so I was on my back and watched as she sat up and walked out of my room.

I followed her as she went down the stairs and into the lounge room.

All of the boys jumped up and showed how glad they were that she was back to normal again but she didn't respond with any emotion. She just smiled and nodded before saying thanks to them in a bored voice before walking over and sitting down on the lounge next to Zayn.

"Hey" she said to him
"Hey" He replied while smiling at her. I don't get why she show's emotion with him. Maybe it's because he is the one person in this house who doesn't display emotion towards her and she likes that. Slowly she moved closer to Zayn before lifting his arm and wrapping it around her shoulder. Let's just say that it was a stab to the heart.

I watched as he smiled at her more and she smiled back before falling asleep in his arms. I honestly felt like my heart just got ripped out as I dropped to my knees.

"Boys, something is wrong with my baby" and that was the last thing I remembered saying before I blacked out.

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SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT. SCHOOL ENDED LAST WEEK AND I WAS WAY, WAY BUSY IN THE LAST WEEKS. I GOT 100% ON MY MATHS EXAM SO MY WORK PAID OFF!! MWAHAHA. LOVE YA XX