Please save me (Newtmas kitten au)

Chapter 10

Thomas quickly got off Newt to sit next to him but the smaller boy was already trying to burry himself under the blankets. He felt so afraid, so weak and scared.
Thomas tried to uncover the boy from under the blankets but the cries got louder.
"I'm sorry Newt, you were thrashing and I didn't know what to do so I thought that before you hurt yourself I should pin you down" Thomas tried to explain to the trembling boy who had now completely buried himself under the blankets.

Newt knew that Thomas only did what he did to help, but it was all to much for Newt to handle. He didn't want to be taken advantage off again.

Newt slowly lifted his head up from under all the blankets and looked at Thomas sadly.

It was silent for a few seconds before Thomas broke the silence.
"Newt, how often do those nightmares happen?"
"E-every night" Newt whispered, his voice was scratchy from the crying. He looked exhausted.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that I just didn't know what else to do, you were going to hurt yourself" Thomas whispered and Newt took in a deep, shaky breath.

Thomas looked at the clock to see that it was 2:37am. Thomas felt terrible for Newt.
"Let's get se sleep shall we?" Thomas whispered and lay back down, Newt hesitating but eventually laying down also. After a few minutes, Thomas fell asleep followed by Newt.

* FAST FORWARD TO 4 DAYS LATER*

The past few days had been all pretty similar. They would wake up, have some breakfast and watch movies. Newt was still in a bit of pain, but he was now able to get himself up with only a few groans. Thomas still felt terrible for pinning Newt down that night but he had spoken to Newt about it and Newt had forgiven him but Thomas could feel that it still hurt him.

Thomas was currently sitting on the couch whilst Newt was getting dressed. He had looked really pale this morning. Thomas was worried about him.

Small footsteps were heard and Thomas turned around to see Newt standing in another one of Thomas's too big jumpers and a pair of sweatpants but a look of discomfort was on his face.
"Newt? Is everything ok?" Thomas whispered and Newt shock his head.
"What's wrong?" Thomas asked but Newt only shock his head again this time holding his stomach. Suddenly he rushed off to the bathroom.

Thomas quickly got up and followed him, stopping as soon as he saw that Newt was vomiting into the toilet. Thomas walked over to Newt who continued to heave into the toilet. His grip on the toilet bowl tightened and his knuckles started to turn white.

Thomas didn't know what to do, but then he remembered.

Newt was going through pre heat.

Thomas almost collapsed when he remembered. He had completely forgotten that this was a thing but it was here now, and Newt looked terrible.

Newt started to cough into the toilet and weakly slumped backwards, almost hitting his head on the tiles but Thomas caught him.
"Newt" Thomas whispered as a tear ran down Newts now flushed cheek. Newt closed his eyes, then opened them.
"I d-don't w-want to go th-through heat" Newt whispered sadly but Thomas continued to hold him.
"I'm here for you ok? I'm going to look after you and make sure everything will be ok"

Newt let out a small whimper and clutched his stomach. His eyes closed as he tried to steady his breathing.
"It h-hurts" he whispered as he continued to clutch his stomach.

Thomas remembered back to what he read, that cramps and stomach pains were a part of pre heat.

Newt leaned over back into the toilet bowl and threw up again, still holding his stomach. Thomas got a towel and softly wiped Newts mouth once he was done.

Suddenly a loud gasp followed by a whine left Newts lips and he shuffled uncomfortably back to look at Thomas but Thomas already knew what was happening.

The 'increase in sexual needs'

"Ok Newt, uh, you can take my room ok, make yourself comfortable and I'll bring you food and I'll put a bucket next to your bed" Thomas said but Newts eyes couldn't focus on him. They were foggy and he was desperately trying to keep himself together. Thomas could see that Newt really needed to 'fix' himself.

"Ok come with me" Thomas whispered standing up, Newt slowly stood up too, whimpering every few seconds. Newts cheeks were flushed and his eyes were glassy.
"Here" Thomas whispered and picked Newt up bridal style. A loud whine left Newts lips and he quickly tried to cover his mouth. Thomas was showing him affection and that was something that wasn't exactly a good thing when Newt is going through heat. He had never been shown affection before and since he is really vulnerable he would need more, but that's exactly what Newt didn't want to happen.

Newt held onto Thomas's shirt as he carried him into his room. Thomas lay Newt on the bed softly and Newt grabbed his stomach again.

"Just wait here" Thomas said, rushing out to find some sort of bucket. Newt on the other hand needed to 'fix' himself, it was becoming painful but the last thing he wanted was for Thomas to see him like that. Newt let out a groan from the pain that was shooting throughout his body.

Thomas returned with a big blue bucket and placed it next to the bed.
"Just call out if you need anything ok?" Thomas said but Newt just nodded quickly in response. Thomas let out a sad sigh and walked out the room closing the door.