Badboy Kisses

Chapter 23 - The End

It's been six months since I started University. A lot has happened in those six months, Bailey, Mai, Kate, Tom, Josh and I have become very close friends. I've made many other friends in my classes and I was getting along with my life and I was having a good time doing it. Until my mom came to the University and told me that Olly was in a coma. He got into a fight and it got out of hand. I hate the people who have done this to him, they killed him. I went to the hospital and stayed by his side for the two weeks he was alive. Then on the Monday of the third week he died. I cried for months and to this day I think of him every single day. It was peaceful, his heart just stopped fighting and beating. I miss him every single day and my love for him will carry on endlessly. Regardless of what he did he was my first love. I was going through his stuff and found a letter addressed to me on his bed side table. It read;
To my love,
I miss you every single day that you're not here, I miss your smile, your laughter. I regret what I did, although it only happened once it doesn't excuse what I did. I am truly sorry, you deserve a better man for I am not good enough for you. I did not chase you because you're getting along with your life and you deserve to find a man who can treat you right as I can't as much as I try. I hope you're happy wherever you are and whoever you're with. One day I hope we meet again, I hope to see your smile and hear your voice again because I will be forever in love with you and only you. I hope you can forgive me, although I do not deserve your forgiveness. Until we meet again my love, I will continue to think of you every single day. If we never meet again, I love you more than words can express.
Yours, Olly.
I found this letter a few days after his funeral and I cried a lot. I had beyond forgiven him now and would do anything to get him back. This letter was the last thing I had of him, yeah I had pictures and presents but non of them were like this. This was handwritten from his heart. I had a sickening feeling in my heart that something was missing everyday since my hand felt his heart stop breathing. I was going back to San Fransisco tomorrow but I was in the Park Olly took me took me to the day we ditched school. I'd never forget that day, it was perfect before any of the fighting or any of the bad stuff he was involved with. I sat here every day for hours on end, I looked at my phone and saw I needed to go and pack to go back to San Fran. I stood up and kissed goodbye to the park as I didn't know if I ever was going to see it again. I felt so incomplete in my life now and I just didn't know what to do about it. At least I had friends that cared about me a lot back at University.

The chapter Jamie and Olly came to a close, wherever he is up there I hope he's having fun and up to his old ways. I'll see you soon our story doesn't end here perhaps one day we will meet again. Maybe as two different people or maybe in another world.  But all I can do know is remember you and hold you in my heart forever. Even when I am married and have a family and a job I will always remember you. How could anyone forget that gorgeous face of yours? Goodbye Olly Lewis.

Fly high my Angel, I love you forever.
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Hey guys. A really sad ending to the story but I felt this was right I didn't want a cliche ending where the boy and girl end up together and live happily ever after. Because sometime that doesn't have and a tragedy like this does. I really wrote this chapter from my heart and I hope you guys like it. This is the end of the book, perhaps I'll do a sequel but I'm not sure yet. I do have another book I started a while ago which I haven't continued because I wanted to concentrate on this one. Check it out and please tell me if you like it. For now I just wanted to say a massive thank you to all for all the support and the comments. It feels amazing to know that so many of you like my book. I started writing it nearly two years ago and its come such a long way as has my writing. Please tell me what you think of the ending. I'm actually quite sad to end the book and the ending made me quiet emotional!
Bye for now, AP Xx
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