"Jamie I'm sorry." he spoke looking at me. "Olly why won't you tell me? I won't judge you. I can't judge you because I have secrets myself."
He turned to me giving me his full attention.
"Jamie I told you I don't want to scare you off, I've made friends in the past got close to them and thought I could trust them but when I tell the kind of shit and people I've got involved with, I never hear or see them again. I don't want that to happen to us because I really like you as a friend and I want us to be friends. Because your different from any of the other girls in our school. But I promise you one day I will tell you everything." he said with a sincere smile
"Okay, I understand" I said with a forced smile - I didn't want to let it drop so easy but if he wasn't going to tell me what was I supposed to do?
"Great," "Come on I want to take you somewhere." he said as he started up the car. I smiled. I was happy we got through that so we could enjoy the day.
It took us about an hour to get to where ever we were going. We parked in some closed of area with parking bays on worn out concrete. I gave Olly a look asking where we were. He just smirked as usual.
I followed him through a gate and we came to a great big field with poppies everywhere. And a massive willow tree in the middle. It was truly amazing and beautiful.
"Wow Olly this is amazing. How did you find this place?"
"Well I was running away from the cops one day" I frowned hearing this "and I came across it whilst running and ever since I came here just to get away from everything, no ones ever here so it's really nice and peaceful. I've never showed anyone else this but you" I was smiling brightly after he said this.
"It's amazing" I breathed as I layed on my back in all the poppies with the willow tree in front of me and the sky above me.
Olly joined me on the ground laying down next to me. We stayed in a silence for a while, but it wasn't an awkward one more of a peaceful one.
I stared into the sky thinking about things - about my depression wondering if it would ever come back because if it would It would now effect Olly and I didn't want it to. I didn't want to hurt another person. I'm not going to let it come back.
"Olly?" I spoke. "Yeah?" he mumbled.
"Why do you want to be my friend?" I wondered this from the minute he told me to ditch school with him
"Jamie your different: your laugh, your sarcastic in ways that make me laugh, you make me laugh at times were the most stupidest things that aren't funny seem to be, your face when I shout at you makes me instantly feel bad and sorry. I've never had a friend like this and I want you to be my friend because your so much different than most the girls at our school."
I just got friend-zoned. That's all I could think.
I don't know why but I felt my heart sink slightly when he said he wanted to be my friend and probably only friends. Maybe I liked him...No way! I shouldn't be thinking like this, he's a player he doesn't date girls he sleeps with them then leaves the next morning. Besides if he was the type of guy to date just one girl I'm not exactly the best looking. I'm nothing special, never have, never will. I just smiled,
"Okay I'll be your friend." This was less than what I wanted to say I wanted to say everything I felt but I didn't want to come across as too strong or clingy.
After all we are only friends.
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next update: Thursday/Friday
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Badboy Kisses
Novela JuvenilJamie has moved into the house next to her school's bad boy, they become closer and closer and become good friends. Jamie has a barrier and a very scary past that would scare every person off, she doesn't want to let Olly in and tell him her past. W...
