Badboy Kisses

Chapter 9

"Where do you want to go first?" asked Amy, smiling. "I don't even care, I just want to get this shopping trip over and done with. You know I hate shopping, but it's nice to spend time with you though." I smiled. "Here's me thinking you ditched me for your bad boy." she laughed. "I would never ditch you Amy!! You helped me get through my depression and the stuff with my dad. I would never ditch you, I love you." I hugged her, I felt bad now I think since me and Olly has become friends me and Amy have drifted apart a bit. I can see why she thinks this, Me and Olly spend loads of time together doing stuff and I have hardly spent any time with Amy. "Okay, now let's go get you a dress for your bad boy!!" She shouted and laughed then pulled me along towards a shop. "Amy he's not my bad boy." I gave a small smile.
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After hours and hours of going to different shops and looking for dresses, I had still not found the one I personally wanted. Amy kept showing me some really slutty dresses that were showing half my butt crack up!! We had now come to another shop and I saw a little black plain dress, with slits in at the sides and it looked to stop at mid - thigh. I went over to it, "Amy what do you think of this?" I asked. She put her head up and looked at it as I held it in front of her. "Wow! That's really nice, it will really suit you. Go try it on." she smiled. I grabbed my size of the rack and went into the changing rooms. I stripped off and put it on, I looked in the mirror. I was gobsmacked! I looked good for change, the dress fit perfectly and the slits at the waist made the simple dress look even better. I striped the dress off and put my jeans, black top and leather jacket on with my converse. "Come on lets get this." I said pulling Amy along, I was actually excited about this party now.
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"And now I kind of have feelings for him, but I just know he doesn't feel the same way. He just wants to be friends. And I haven't told him anything about what happened in the past, I think it's time I should tell him everything. I didn't want to have to tell him, I didn't want to get him involved. But if I want to be friends with him, I guess I have to do it." I said sighing. She held my hand,"Don't worry about it Jamie, its time to tell him, sooner rather than later. Come on let's go get some food." she smiled. We bought some more things had some dinner and before I knew it, it was 6:30pm by the time I had come home. I decided I was going to do my homework since I didn't particularly want a detention. "Hey, you okay?" I heard a voice coming from my window, I looked up from my laptop taking my glasses off (I only use them when I can't be bothered with my contacts). I smiled,"Yeah, I'm fine. Just tired." Olly started climbing between our windows and jumped in, he laid down on my bed,"Tell me the truth, whats up Jamie?" He said putting his hand on my back and moving closer. I didn't know what to think of this action, he'd never done it before. I wasn't used to seeing this side of Olly. I grabbed his hand and pulled him out of my room grabbing my phone and car keys. It was now 1am and my mom was fast asleep. "Come on, I'm taking you somewhere," I said. "What? Have you seen the time where are we gonna go now?" He replied with a sense of worry. "Don't worry, you'll find out soon enough." I smiled as I locked my house door and got into my car, Olly getting into the other side. I drove to the place silly had taken me; the large field with flowers and a beautiful willow tree in the middle. We finally got there and it was now around 2am, but I didn't care. I was going to tell Olly everything, I was going to let my barriers down. I don't care anymore, I'm not hiding my issues from him anymore. He grabbed my arm, he probably thought I was crazy bringing him into a deserted area at 2am, oh well this couldn't wait. "Jamie why the fuck are we here, your seriously scaring me now." I can see why, I have been ignoring him all the way here because he kept asking me where and why we were going. "Let go Olly. Sit down I have some shit to tell you." he let go. I sat down underneath the willow tree, it was pitch black but I could still see the large beautiful shadow of the towering willow tree. I felt a presence next to me, Olly's presence. "Tell me Jay, your scaring me" "Okay, before I start I completely understand if you want to ditch me after hearing all this, its not exactly what I want to tell you and I've been trying not to for quite a while now." i said quietly. "Okay." he took my hand into both of his, this made me feel better.

"So basically when I was 11 years old I came home from school and I was trying to get into the house but no one was opening the door. I kept banging and banging. I looked through the window to see if anyone was there, I saw a horrid sight in front of my eyes. My mom was on the floor against the back of the couch, she had dark bruises around her face and tears were running out of her scared eyes. My dad was stood above her punching and punching her face she kept weeping and screaming and no one knew I was outside. My father was abusing my mother. The back door was open I managed to sneak in and get the phone. I dialled 911 and told them what was happening. They came and took my father in handcuffs out my house, it was the last time I saw my father. He looked straight at me, he had no sense of remorse or sorriness. He had a sense of violence and hatred in his eyes. I still remember the sirens blaring as they faded away, as my father faded away from me. My mum was taken to hospital, she had broken her arm and her leg. We moved here when she was able to get her life back on track, my dad was arrested for abuse and during his court hearing they found out he had sold $1000000 worth of cocaine so he got life for abuse and selling of illegal substances. I was scared for life seeing that happen to my mother right before my eyes killed me, I was only 11 I didn't know much, but when I saw it happening I knew it was wrong and awful. So we got our lives back on track we moved here and I went to another school and made new friends and my mom got a job paying her a lot. Then at the age of 15 my mom told me everything. She told me that my father abused her before I was born and that she found out about the drugs and she threatened to tell the police but he kept abusing her and she wouldn't do it. She told me he's now in a mental institution because he nearly killed him self in prison. I didn't take it well, I got depressed, started self harming and became very protective over my family and became very wary over who I spoke or made friends with. I was so depressed I turned to drugs my self and went through a phase of smoking weed every day for a whole year. This is when I became friends with Amy, she helped me a lot. She made me the person I am today, she got me back on track. My mom found out about the drugs so she started me on counselling it didn't work, I didn't ever go to the sessions. It was Amy that helped me, we spoke for hours and hours and after a year, I got out of my depression and started being normal again." I cried. Olly didn't say anything at the point he pulled me to his chest and hugged me, he whispered "it's okay" over and over again and he rubbed my back. I soon stopped crying but stayed in Olly's grasp. "Jamie I'm so sorry, your so strong and brave getting through all of that." We stayed in silence for time that I couldn't tell, it must have been more than 3am by now, I didn't care. It was peaceful, my head laid on Olly's chest all I could here was his heartbeat against my ears. We were laid down now. I felt Olly's kiss the top of my head and he fell asleep. I too, fell asleep slowly still in Olly's grasp laying down. I felt safe.

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Hi! So this is a VERY long chapter compared to the others and a lot has been found out in this one! Hope you enjoyed! Update soon! Bye xoxo
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