Benni's POV
Now that he knows we have a daughter he's going to be breathing down my neck. I can't believe my family didn't tell me he was coming.
The thoughts running threw my head while watching Ansley nap were dangerous. All I wanted to do was run. Take Ansley and just go, never look back.
I didn't want to go see Nate. Why does life have to be so hard? Mates are suppose to love and protect you. No, not mine. He just got what he wanted without my willingness and ran.
I could see the look in his eyes when he saw me. I seen the pain behind the blank expression he held.
The difference is he doesn't know the pain I felt. My daughter has absolutely no idea who her father is. I still don't know if I want her to.
Some part of me, deep down, knows I could love Nate. He's my mate after all. My only question is. Can I forgive him and should I?
Well guess I'll have time to figure that out.
"Benni, can I come in?" called my brother Ray. Curiosity getting the best of me. I opened the door.
"What do you want?" I snipped.
Ray walked through my doorway, comfortably placing himself in my love seat. Probably since it's close to the door. Smart boy.
I see him watching me closely. "What?" I snap getting impatient.
"I know you hate me and I get why but please you have to understand why I didn't stop him. I can't tell you exactly why just that it was for your protection. You weren't meant to get pregnant, but god knows how much we all love Ansley." He quickly adds in. "I can't stand not being your favorite brother anymore. I hate that I couldn't do the one thing I was suppose to. Please speak with the jackass and see why I did what I did. I will do anything to show you how sorry I am."
Does he really expect me to respond. I don't hate him. I never did. It's just every time I even think about getting close to him I remember pieces of that horrible night.
"Ray, I don't know what to say besides I don't hate you. I never did. Whenever I feel like I want to get over everything and be your little sister again I remember that night. I remember my big brother who was suppose to protect me, who was suppose to keep me safe, but didn't. Now I have a daughter. I'm 17 in high school with an almost two year old daughter." Tears are running freely down my face. I can't stop the trobbing ache I have in my chest. I really want to forgive him. There's no doubt about it, I just can't trust him.
"Benni, please dont cry. I love you. I promise I won't let anyone hurt you ever again. I'll never not protect you. You are the best sister anyone can ask for and for the last two years I haven't been able to have friendly conversations or pointless arguments, or been able to even pick on you. To ask for advice on how to impress girls I may like. Benni, sis, I really love you. I want to be the brother you can depend on."
When Ray finished talking I couldn't help my reaction. Standing from where I was positioned on my bed. I zipped over to him. The last thing I wanted to do was forgive him, but I missed my brother just as much as he missed me. I know my reaction isn't the greatest but its all I could do without actually hurting all over again.
I slapped my brother and broke into more heart breaking tears then hugged him till I fell asleep.
"Good night, Benni, I love you and I promise to always protect you." I faintly heard Ray whisper.
-Two Hours Later-
Ray's POV
I was really shocked when Benni got off her bed and slapped me. My first reaction was that she rejected my apology. I was so happy when she hugged me I could have screamed.
Knowing not all is forgiven, I atleast had the knowledge my little sister doesn't hate me and is willing to give me another chance.
J love my sister more than anything. My mate won't compare to how much my little sister means to me.
After Benni fell asleep I laid her down on her bed and tucked her in. Leaving a kiss on her forehead I whispered good night even though it was only five oclock and went to my room.
I posted an email to our whole pack letting them know how much I loved my sister and that if anyone tried to come between us again I would severely harm them.
I know a little drastic but I just got her back no way was I going to lose her anytime soon if ever.
Hunter's POV
When I went up stairs I peeked in Benni's room to see she was ok. The sight I saw shocked me. I was so happy it was a day to be remembered.
Benni was sitting in Ray's lap and they were holding each other and crying. I knew one day they would make up but I never knew when our if it would be soon. I haven't felt this happy sense Benni had Ans and I found Arya.
I edited alot. I don't think my current self and myself from 2011-2012 would've gotten along well with my horrible grammar.
