Benni's POV:
It had been three weeks sense I figured out that I lost the baby. I admit it was really heart breaking to me, but I had two other children to think about and to keep safe. I was finally allowed to walk around although it still kinda hurt. Mavis must have like broken my uterus when he jumped on me. Speaking of him. Mavis was sentenced to 8 years in prison for what he had tried doing to me and also we learned he had done it to other women which was his cause for Rogues trying to kill him.
I was really unsure about letting Mavis leave, I was afraid that with him gone Ans might get hurt or if he died she would. Well a week after Mavis was taken I had left Ansley with Leroy. Leroy is Nate's second in command. The Beta. I had returned to him starring lovingly at my daughter. Nate wasn't happy at first but seen as he knew that Leroy was trust worthy and only 14, yeah I know a little young to be a beta, but a very good one. Nate warmed to the thought of Ansley being with Leroy.
"Nate, I'm going to go for breakfast, you going to stay in be...." I didn't even get to finish my word. Nate was hopped out of bed and at my side. Ever sense the miscarriage it's like a light flicked on in his head. 'Hello, that's your mate lying there dying, and think you never really cared' or something stupid like that. I really love the caring, passionate, and loving new Nate, but I kinda miss the crabby, don't bug me one also. Weird right? I started walking from the room and made it to the top stop, then Nate grabbed my hand and stopped me. "Benni, tonight, can you and I go out to eat? just to two of us." He said. "Yeah, of course." I smiled back. I was about to continue walking when Nate turned my face back towards his and gave me a passionate kiss. Then he picked me up bridal style and carried me down to the dining room.
"What I can't walk anymore?" I asked sarcastically. "As far as I'm concerned, nope, you can't." Nate hummed back. I could feel the low chuckle deep in his body. Oh he thought he was funny huh? I turned ever so slightly in his arms, just enough so my cleavage showed just the right amount. I felt Nate growl sexily low and felt a faulter in his step, but he didn't stop. "Hmmm.. that's what I thought!" I spoke cockily. Nate glanced down at me and smiled. Not just a aww your cute smile, but the biggest, brightest, and most loving smile I have ever seen him do. Seeing him smile like that brought tears to my eyes. "What's wrong? Is something hurting?" Nate asked. "No, I just have never seen you look so happy, not even when I birthed Mason." I said. I heard a grumble behind me.
"Ugh.. not these talks again." Said Sven. "Yeah, I totally agree dude." Added Cloud. "Hey, shut up I didn't see either of you in the room when she had Ansley. Talk about scarred for life." Eg threw in. "Shut up! I didn't see any of you giving birth, now did I?" I asked. They all shook their heads no. "That's what I thought. Now move so I can eat, and Nate put me down please." I said. "Yes, My Lady." Retorted Nate. I slapped his chest and giggled. I heard my brothers groan some more and heard a 'get a room' somewhere in there. I just laughed, so did Nate.
I sat next to Sven and started grabbing food. "God, you act like your eating for two, good woman you pregnant again?" asked Vivian, Sven's mate. They just met. I stopped exactly what I was doing and started tearing up. I slid my chair back and ran from the room. I hit the hall and was caught in two strong arms. "Benni, don't listen to her. It's ok. Ssshhh... I'm here." Cooed Nate. I heard people coming in behind me but I didn't look up. I just kept crying. "Benicia. I am so sorry. I never told her. I didn't expect her to say anything like that." I heard Sven mumble. I put my hand back and felt him grab it. I turned around and walked into is arms. I still held one of Nate's hands. He was the only one from keeping me from throwing myself to the floor and just screaming my heart out.
"I know she didn't know Sven. That's why I just left." I told him. "Benicia. I don't even know what to say besides I am deeply and truly sorry. I wish he would have told me before. I am so sorry." I heard Viv sob. I looked over Sven's shoulder to see her looking so guilty and sad. I let go of both Nate and Sven and held my arms out to Viv. What can I say I have two kids, I'm use to making sure they're happy. Viv walked into my arms and I cried to her. I finished crying and grabbed her hand. "Come on Viv. Let's go shopping." I said to her. Her face lit up and she started smiling. "That sounds like a great idea." Nate and Sven commented. I looked at Viv to see her looking back at me. We both smiled big and held out our hands to the guys.
