Benni's POV
"God, I'm so bored! this is no fun," I complain more to myself than anyone. We've been riding in this damn car for a good six hours now, there is nothing to do besides listen to the radio or watch out the windows. This is so uncool. "I know it is Benni, but we're almost there then you'll have plenty to do, but first you guys all have to meet the pack so they know who you are and all that jazz!" Nate says with a mile creeping on his face. Oh great, this is going to be fun. Sigh. "So when will we be allowed to go home to visit our family and all the jazz!" I say mimicking him, being a complete smart ass, but some what forceful. "Well it'll be a few weeks until I can get all this pack business settled and we already agreed you and Ansley won't be leaving without protecting and Chris and Ray don't count as your protection." He answers back. "What? why not? they've been my protection for years. Also, I want to see my family." I say starting on the verge of histerics. Why can't i see my family? Why aren't the guys protesting? And last of all, What the hell is going on? "Benni, Calm down, don't get worked up.' soothes Chris. "I...I...I" I try to say something but i can't what the hell is happening? "Here, hold Ansley look into her eyes try to calm yourself, think about the lake, and taking Ansley to the pack meetings. Don't think negative only think of all the wonderful things you and Ans have done and the new things you can show her." Chris cooes. Breath. It's ok. Breath. "Ok, Ok, thanks Chris" I respond. Breath. Breath. Ansley. Calm my mind. When I'm all calmed down i realize there's a weird tingling on my leg, when i look down i see Nathan's hand on my leg. "WHAT THE FUCK, GET OFF OF ME, YOU SICK PERVERT!!!" I scream "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?" this was not part of the agreement. "Well, it helped calm you didn't it. Now please stop yelling we're almost there. I promise i'll let you go home sooner if you make a good first impression and please don't fight me." He retorts. "Fine' but don't ever touch me again." I snopttily reply. I will never willingly let that bastard touch me again. I hate him. Well atleast thats what i want to believe, the sad part is i don't even now if it's true anymore! UGH... I hate this my life is so fucked up and confusing!!! Why are things this way? 'Ray! why the hell didn't you protest? i want to go home you know the pain i've been through, you know the effort it took to forgive YOU! so why would you put me in a position with the man that made me hate you?' i say venomously through our mind link. 'Well, 1st of all, i know you want to go home, and i know you hate me. Second of all, OUR MIND LINKS ARE ALL TOGETHER!!!' yells Nathan through the link. I feel so bad i don't even dare take a look in his direction. 'Yeah, well who's dumb idea was that, certainly not mine!' I retort. "Mama, mama, mama!" i hear Ansley cooing from the back seat. "Yes, Ansley what's wrong?" I say back. "There wolfy, look!" she scream/yells, all excited. Without even thinkin i jumped into the back seat putting both Ray and Chris on alert mode, and put Ansley underneath me on the backseat floor. I was attacked once i was never letting my baby girl go through this, EVER! "Ray, you see them?" I say frantically. "Yeah, they're not making a move there just runnin along side us." He responds. Just then i hear laughing from the front seat. "What are you laughing at?" I question Nate. "O, nothing. Just that you guys are acting really funny and considering that's my pack and they can see you, you look very stupid!" Nate says laughing his ass off. "STOP THE CAR!! NOW!!!" I scream. Nate slams on the breaks and whips around in his seat. Before he can say anything I jump out of the car, grabbing Ansley and start running towards home. I can hear Ray and Chris trailing me but they both know when to not mess with me. I can't believe he just did that. My whole family knows what happened and Nate is the one that caused it of course I'm scared my MATE! hurt me and he didn't expect me to be scared! what a retard!! Of course I'm scared. I could hear Nate yelling at me to stop, but i couldn't my legs were controlling themselves. When i even sense I'm being followed and i don't know the person i run. It's my natural habit now. "BENNI, STOP!!" I hear Nate screaming. 'Ben, it's time to stop, it's ok turn around come to me, I'll protect you! You know you can trust me and you know I'll never let anyone hurt you.' i hear Chris say through our mind link, blocking out everyone but me. I didn't know why but i knew Chris would protect me so i slowed to a stop. As soon as i sensed Chris behind me I turned around and walked into his embraced. "I'm sorry Chris!" i say through choked sobs. "I'm Sorry!" I feel so bad i didn't even hear the growling comin from behind Chris until he was ripped from my grasp. "NATHANIEL! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? LET HIM GO!!! NOW!!!" I yell. "SHE'S MY MATE!! YOU DON'T EVER TOUCH HER AGAIN!!!" Nate yells at Chris. Before i can tell Chris to stop he draws his fist back and punches Nate straight in the face. "Chris, CHRIS! STOP!!" I yell covering my mouth. I felt Ansley shift on my back, and i didn't have any time to react before she was walking up to Chris. "Chrissy, pwease stop, daddy no hurt you, he just woves mama." she cooes. Chris stops and looks up at me. I see his face turn to pain and realize i have a look of horror on my face. "Chris come here, its ok, i promise, i'm so sorry" i whisper. I look behind Chris and can see Nathan fixing his nose, glaring at Chris. "Nate, what the hell? don't ever touch us again!" i say with power in my voice. "He doesn't need to bne touching my mate then." "He was showing that he was protecting me and that i was safe. Or would you rather have me keep running scared?" I respond icily. "Uhh I.I." "uh, I, I. is right!" i interrupt. I walk over to Chris who is giving Ansley to Ray who was clinging himself to the vehicle so he wouldn't get into the fight. I grab Chris around his waist from behind and lay my head on his back and listen to his heart beat, until i can feel my own steady out. I realise that i can hear growling behind me but I can see in Nate's eyes he wants to tare me away from Chris but that he isn't going to because he doesn't want to upset me. "Chris I'm tired!" i whisper into his back. I feel his arms come around me and I'm being lifted off the ground. I was so tired I hadn't even realized that we were there until I woke up in a huge room with a four poster bed, and a tone of art drawings, an amazing stereo, lots of cds, and a 72" tv, with all the movies i could ever dream of. I looked around the room and seen two other doors. One door led into an amazing bathroom, i mean i sweat this thing had a hottub and a jucuzzi, plus a bathtub. What the hell? I loved it. Next, i checked out the second door, this door had a huge walk in closet with all the clothes a girl could ever ask for and alot of shoes. Yay! i just might like it here. When i was finished walking around this huge room, i decided to go check out everything else. When i walked back into the bedroom i saw Nate standing in the door way, just watching me with a small smile on his face. "What? why are you staring?" I asked. "Oh, nothing, Just glad you like your room. Ansley's is right next door. Come on, I'll show you. Then i can show you to Ray's and Chris'." Nate responded. "Ok, and you mean we're not sharing a room?" i questioned out loud before even thinking about the consquiences. "Ummm, well eventually we will, but i figured until you got used to me being around you would want your own room." he spoke softly, kinda embarrassed. "Ok, well why dont't you show me Ansley's room." I said to get our minds off of the akwardness. "Sure, let's go" he spoke. We walked out of my room and to the right around a corner and Nate pushed open a door i could hear voices then i heard Ans. "Ansley! Come here Baby!" i spoke, i didn't know these people sp why would i trust them with my baby yet. "Mama, mama" Ansley cooed. "Hi, baby, how are you?" i cooed right back. "i pwayed wif Jassy" she spoke. "Who's Jazzy?" I asked. "He's me frand." she spoke. Then i saw movement behind Ans and saw who she was talking about it was a little boy about three yrs old. "Well, Hi, you must be Jazzy," i cooed. "Yeah." he responded.
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