Benni's POV
When Nate and I were back to the house, i went to check in Ansley. She was fine. I talked withe Chris for awhile then i left to find Ray. I found Ray in his room sitting on his computer. I was about to say something when that girl walked out of the bathroom! "RAY!! WHAT IS SHE DOING IN HERE?" i spoke coldly. I seen Ray stiffen then he was infront of that girl in a flash. "Benni, I can explain please stay calm!" Ray said with fear in his eyes and I think i detect a hint of regret in his eyes also. "Laci, can you please wait for me in the living room." He spoke calmly, he discretly squeezed her hand, before she turned to leave the room. I watched her leave the room and listened for her to go down the stairs before turning to Ray. I saw the truth in his eyes before he even said anything. "Benni, i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to fall for her, but i mean look at Hunter and Arya, it just happened. Please get to know her before you judge her, she's different, she's not like them, i swear." Ray said with hurt in his voice but a ready decision in his eyes. "Ray, i can't believe you, i know mates happen, but you know why i didn't want this to happen. Ray i... i was just starting to trust you again.. and now... i can't believe you would already make a decision to choose her over me..." I said with tears in my eyes. "Benni, i.. please" before he could finish what he was trying to say i was walking out of the room and starting out of the house and down the driveway to the road. I knew what he was saying but still we were blood we haven't even been here for more than a week and already he made the decision to choose her over his own blood. I couldn't take that. i already lost my family because i had to go with my mate, but now my family is choosing everyone over me... I can't believe this. I pulled out my phone after i was about two or three miles away from the house. I could at least let Chris know what i was doing. 'Chris, i'm going home, I'll be gone a few days, please look after Ansley and tell Nate not to worry, i'll be back. Don't day anything to Ray about where i'm going, hell don't even talk to him about me, don't tell Nate where i'm going either just tell him i left and will come back. I know this is confusing but please cope. -thanks B.' I sent Chris the message no more had it sent that i got a reply. 'Benni, you should talk to me or at least your mate, i understand your hurt and thats how you heal, i promise to keep an i on Ans, she'll be safe. But i don't know about the not telling Nate part, I'll do my best, see you in a few days, -Welcome, C' I smiled. I knew Chris would understand, he always did, if it wasn't for him, i'd go crazy.
By the time i reached my old pack house, I could see my boys all lined up outside, i could vagely see Arya beside Hunter. "Bennicia! You really should learn not to run away." spoke Hunter, breaking the ice. "Well, gee, i missed you guys to," i didn't even get to finish my statement because i was already in Sven's arms being squeezed tightly. "Sven... can't....breath...." i managed to get out. "Benni, we did miss you, so much." My feet never touched the ground once as i got passed along my line of brothers. My feet hit the ground after i hugged Hunter, but then i was in a bone crushing hug from Arya. It felt so good to be home. I was enjoying a hug from Arya when somethine hit me hard in the gut. "Ouch! Arya, why'd you hit me." I asked confused. "ummm... I didn't Demetri did." She spoke softly. "Demetri?" i questioned. I then looked down and noticed a little round bump growing where Arya's tiny little stomach use to be. "OH MY GOD!!!!!" i yelled. "THIS IS FANTASTIC, CONGRADULATIONS!!!!" I screamed. I was going to be an aunt. I finished my yelling and looked around to see everyone starring at me with huge smiles/smirks on their faces. "What, why is everyone looking at me like that?" "Well, that's how you use to react, that's what you did when you found out about Ansley," smiled Cloud. I couldn't help but laugh. I was in a really big laughing fit when i felt two giant arms rap around me from behind, sending tingles down my body. "What's so funny?" asked Nate. "Umm... we were just telling Benni how she use to react before, ummm... what happened," Sven mumbled. "Oh, and how was that?" "She use to jump up and down squeeling with joy, like she did five minutes ago, it made us all smile as well." relied Egnar. "I see," was Nate's reply. That whole time i didn't say anything, all i could wonder was why Chris told him where i was. "How did you find me?" I asked. "Chris told me, he thought with me being your mate, i should know." He replied. "Oh, umm. well i told him already i was staying a few days, so you can head back, i'll be back soon." i whispered. "No, i'm staying with you, or you leaving with me, your choice either way i'm not leaving your side, and you shouldn't hate Ray it wasn't something he could control." cam his brilliant reply. In an instant my mood went from happy and giddy to seriously pissed off and depressed. My body reacted on it's own before i could stop it and i phased. I was so pissed. I could see everyone starring at me in confusion, I didn't want to explain. I turned and ran off into the woods, i could hear feet behind me so i booked it into second gear, and ran for my private area. I was calm by the time i reached my clearing. I phased back and walked down by the lake. I felt a pair of hands cup my shoulders then i was being lifted onto a lap. My brother Sven had followed me. He let me cry on his shoulder for about twenty minutes before i fell asleep. The last thing i remember was Sven standing up and walking towards home.
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