Benni's POV:
It has been a week sense my birthday party. This last week has been amazing. Nate took Ans, Mason, and I to a really nice resturant. We had a lot of fun. We then went to a zoo. Things have really changed sense my miscarriage. I still wish I had that baby though.
~~~~10:00 A.M.~~~~
I woke up to being squeezed. "Nate, your squishing me." I mumbled. "Umm.. I'm not Nate." I shot up out of my bed faster than I ever have before. "Chris! What are you doing in my bed?" I whisper/yelled. "Um.. You don't remember?" He asked. I looked down and started freaking out. "Why am I clothless and why are you!!!?" I freaked at me. "Benni, we had a lot of fun last night." Chris smiled. I started to hyperventilate. Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!! I didn't shit! I did! otherwise what explains why I'm not wearing clothes and he's next to me.
"Benni! BENNI! BENNI!!!!!" Screamed a voice next to me. I looked over to seeing a worried looking Nate. Wait what?? "What?" I questioned really confused. "You were having a nightmare. Are you ok?" Nate asked me. "Yeah, Yeah, I'm fine." I mumbled.
I couldn't get that dream out of my head. I looked at Nate guiltily. "Nate, that nightmare. I can't get it out of my head. It was horrible. I feel terrible." I said. Nate looked at me quizzically. "What was it about?" "Promise not to be mad." I said. "Yeah." "OK, it was about me and Chris. In the dream I woke up next to him both of us clothless but that's it then he said in my dream that we had a fun night. Nate, I feel so guilty." I wailed. I looked over to see that Nate wasn't there.
I looked around the room. The bedroom door was wide open. Two seconds later I heard yelling downstairs. Shit! He didn't! I ran out of the room and downstairs. I found Nate in the kitchen holding Chris against the wall growling. "NATE!!! STOP!! IT WAS JUST A NIGHTMARE!!! IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!!! EVER!!!!" I yelled. "LET HIM GO!!!!" I snapped at him. I seen my brothers all looking at me questioningly. "NATE!!!" I yelled again. I could see he wasn't even hearing me. I could see Chris turning white. Shit! Nate was cutting off his air.
I walked up behind Nate and wrapped my arms around him. "Sshhhh! It's ok. It will never happen. Not even if I were dead!" I soothed. I felt Nate relax under my touch. I could see Chris looking at me confused. "Nate... come on..." I said. Nate released Chris. He turned around keeping his eyes on Chris and grabbed me. He held a firm grip on my arm. I was sure there was going to be a bruise. "Let's go. Come on." I said. Tugging Nate from the room.
I pulled Nate upstairs and back to our room. "Nate! You promised not to get mad. It was only a dream. One that will never happen. Not even if I was dead." I snapped. "I can't believe you would kill someone who was like a brother to me. I would never cheat on you. Hell I would never hurt you, not on purpose atleast." I added. Nate turned around to face me. His eyes were pitch black. I could tell his wolf was in control. That was not good!
I didn't move afraid I would upset Nate's wolf. I looked into his eyes. "Nate, calm down. It's ok." "Don't tell me to calm down. MY mate was fantasizing about some other man." He growled. "No, it was a nightmare. Something I would never let happen. NEVER!" I said. I turned and walked to the bed. "Come lay next to me." I said calmly. I couldn't let him know I was scared.
I watched Nate turn. He looked at me and started walking toward me. "It's ok. Just lay with me. Comfort me. Show me that you love me and will never let anyone hurt me and that no one and nothing can take us apart." I spoke to me. I saw Nate's eyes flick back to his normal color. I could see his internal battle.
He was really having a hard time controlling his wolf lately. "Nate." I whined. "I'm cold. Come warm me up." At that Nate's eyes went back to normal. He finally had control back. "I'm sorry Baby! I love you!" I said to him. "I love you too. I didn't mean to do that. My wolf didn't like the thought of another man touching you." Nate rambled.
Nate came and layed down next to me. I curled into his side. I instantly felt better about what happened. I would kill myself if I ever lost self control like that ever! I wrapped myself into a ball and put myself as close to Nate as I could. He put his arms around me and squeezed me closer. If that were possible.
Nate and I layed in bed all day. After that morning I kept Nate in the room. I wanted to make sure he was completely calm and not thinking about my horrible nightmare.
~Hope you enjoyed this chapter kinda short I know. But I wanted to upload something quick. Even if it was short.~
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