voicemail received-
"lu, bub, i'm sorry. i was a dick to you. i know how you felt last week now. i'm sorry for ignoring you for a couple of days the other week. i was a huge dick then. i still am, but i was off my pills then and now i realize i need them so i'm on them again. please don't tell anyone how fucked up i really am. i don't want to lose you."
