phil walked into school, his heart heavy and dark bags under his eyes. he didn't have the motivation to do anything. he had quit the one thing he loved the other night (rugby) and could barely get up in the morning. he hated everything. he hated his life. he hated himself. he hated his friends for not being there for him. he hated dan howell most of all.
everyone had a small excuse for why they weren't there for phil. phil hadn't told his friends about how he was feelings so that they could help him. phil hated himself because he felt dan hated him, and if dan hated him, something was really wrong.
phil was also beginning to regret quitting rugby as it was his only good excuse as to why he came to school with bruises all over himself.
philip lester was in deep thought as he walked down the corridor. his head down and his sad, tired eyes only partially open. he kept walking until his body collided with another, the collision was similar to what happened on the side walk only a few days before and phil then knew exactly who it was.
soap is ending rlly soon guys, like maybe two chapters, but if you all like it maybe i can make a sequel
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Fanfictiondan howell is a nerd with dreams (and bullies). phil lester is a gay rugby player with extremely homophobic parents. songfic to melanie martinez's soap including- jock!phil and bullied!nerd!dan
