Welcome To Wonderland..

Decision Made.

*decided to write more. Enjoy.*Trigger*

My world was a mess. So i lost myself in a world of madness.

You know, ive been thinking this whole life thing over. 

And when i die, there will be a gravestone right? There will be two years engraved into, right?

2000-2016.

And that line, that line represents my entire life, my entire existence is just a line? No matter whether you are rich, poor, loved, feared, famous or just normal- our endings are the same. We all die. And some are remembered more than others. 

"We all go a little mad sometimes" right? Maybe im just going mad?  Maybe ill be okay, but what if im not?

My mind has been made and nothing can change it.

My friends, which i love with everything i have, they wouldn't miss me. I was just there. The one who always walked on there own, behind the group. The one who didn't really say much.. I was just there. Existing.

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When i lost her; when i lost my best friend In that moment my world collapsed - where there was light became shadows, the pain coming and going like waves. Though my mind called out to her but the connection was gone, she was  gone... and finally I knew that my time to be alone had come. What I once treasured was now a memory, a shadow lurking in the depths of my mind. It's a strange feeling to lose something which you once had, like a part of you just disintegrated . The door that was once open and welcoming was locked and disinviting. She had left me; I was alone

I dont want to be alone anymore. Its my time to be a warrior. MY time to ride unicorns. MY time to slay dragons. My time is up. 

*soo... Pretty sure you can guess what the next part is?*

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