Drain Me

Chapter 11

                     I ran as fast as I could into my room. I heard Selene ask me what was wrong but I just ignored her and continued on. I swung my bedroom door open and practically flew around my entire room, grabbing everything I owned. I put my things into a large black bag and slowly began to walk out of my room, shutting the door behind me. The speed that I inherited during my change surely came in handy today.

                I quietly walked down the hall, checking behind me very often. I had a strange feeling that I was being watched and it was a really hard feeling to ignore. I tip-toed down the stairs, as if I needed to, and left the house through the back door. As soon as I got into the garden I made a run for it. I couldn't help but think about how angry and sad Selene will be with me for leaving her like this but I couldn't stay there for much longer. I couldn't continue to live with him. After what he did to me after I trusted him I just knew our relationship would never be the same. Samel and I are officially over and now I'm going back to my real home.

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            I stood infront of the small light blue 3 flat house. I couldn't quite bring myself to at least enter the front yard, and let alone enter the house. Of course I was afraid that I might do something that I will strongly regret, like sucking every last drop of their blood. I could just feel the burning in my throat, it completely consumed me. Coming here on an empty stomach was the dumbest thing I have ever done.

            I looked up and down the street, it was vacant unfortunately. So I ran as far as I could, away from the house of memories and loved ones, and into the lonely world of some poor soul that would be taking a stroll at the wrong time and in the wrong place. I stopped behind a wide brick house with a perfectly manicured lawn and beautifully cut shrubs. The sweet scent of blood filled my nose and put my burning throat on edge. Following the scent, I enetered the houses backyard and saw a young woman, probably around my age planting something in her garden. 

        Slowly creeping behind her I knew that I was going to be doing something that I will truly regret later on, and yet I sprung. Gently landing on her back, i could feel her struggle for life. I quietly apologized to her for what I was about to do and started to drink. I now understood why Samel most likely couldn't stop. The sweet blood was to hard to steer away from. I drank until the burning in my throught subsided, and by then I was holding on to a lifeless corpse.

             Sadness quickly took over me. I began hyperventilating and eventually ran away from the crime scene. I killed someone, I took the life of another human being. But does it even count if I'm no longer human myself? Should I even feel guilty for what I did? Thought after thought, question after question filled my head. I knew that I wouldn't be able to escape this. Why should I even fill guilty for killing a human if I'm no longer one? I'am the one that chose to be this... right? Or did my love for Samel cloud my mind and choose for me? I no longer felt as if I was running home, or even running away from what I have just done. I'am instead trying to run away from the truth, and asking questions will only help me to unravel it.

          I eventually made it back to my original home, the home that was filled with good memories and people that I really loved with all my heart; people that I would never in a million years want to hurt; people that I won't hurt. With all the confidence that I could possibly conjure up, I walked to the front door of the large light blue house and knocked. About 10 seconds later I saw  woman with curly, outrageous, and a tad bit matted hair. Her clothes were slightly hanging off her body, and she looked a little under weight. But the look in her eyes were wild and sleepless. I knew who this woman was, and the sight of her made my confidence disappear, and I was now more afraid than I've ever been before.

        I slowly managed to choke out the one words that I have been trying to avoid eversince my capture "Mom?".

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Okay so I know I suck for two reasons: 1. I haven't updated for a long time, and 2. I made this chapter pretty short. SORRY!!!!!!! Eversince I started my first year of high school I have been swamped with homework, and I have this huge project in bio thats due Friday, and a bio test that I have to study hard for since I failed the last one, so hopefully you all forgive me for abandoning my story. BUT I'M BACK AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS!! This weekend I will start on chpt 12 and hopefully by Monday it will be completed.

   Song for the day is, F****** Perfect by Pink, I just can't get this song out of my head and yes I know it doesn't relate to the story... or does it BUM BUM BUUUUM!!!!!!! :D RATE, COMMENT, AND FAN PLEASE <3