Fake Feelings

26 5 2
                                        

12-13-15

Dear reader, 

Have you ever felt like it's a good day? Then something just catches your eye and change your thoughts and feelings? When you feel like your genuinely happy but something makes you feel empty? You don't know what to feel and these emotions are way too familiar. It took you awhile to feel "great" that day but in a few seconds, everything comes crashing down. The late nights are your most loneliest part of the day. Everyone's drifting off to wonderland with their mind at ease but you aren't. You're looking at the ceiling, or turn to your side, it doesn't matter because you're not really focused on how you lay or sit, you're paralyzed and numb with all these thoughts racing through your mind. Your heart rate pumps fast that you can hear it thumping through your mind. An urge to cry nags at you all you do is shake with sobs. You lose it and your eyes rain hard. Though, you stay quiet and muffle your cries because you don't want to wake anyone. You fall asleep with a moistened, sticky face and the next day wake up to wipe it. Something you couldn't do the night before. Then, all the thoughts from last night swims back in to your mind and your eyes turn red and watery like a glass marble. Last night becomes today and today becomes tomorrow. 

Late Night ThoughtsDonde viven las historias. Descúbrelo ahora