I have anxiety i will admit it.. im always worried to try new clothes, to say something, pretty much everything. im scared, im scared of people making fun of me, teasing me, laughing at me... im so scared its hard to try new things. to take advantages. im always nervous even if i dont look nervous. Im always happy.. well thats what u think.. im just a mess up.. i was never suppose to be in this world. to live like this.. what did i do wrong to make my life like this? its just me u cant fix me u cant help me... im just to broken to be fixed. Everyone talks to me about how other people are depressed and just want attention.. but im just like them.. im depressed, i have anxiety, i cut. im just the same.. so they talk about me like that to other people? sometimes i wished i knew the truth about how everyone thinks about me.
*****Do anyone really care?*****
I never will know if people really care. cuz people lie u know.. u will never know if someone is telling the truth or not.. i dont think people really care me doesnt seem like it.. i still get left out and forgotten its like im not even there like im invisable. People could be lying and u wouldnt even know. People could call u pretty, gorgeous, Perfect...but there all just lies... People just want to make me feel loved when really its makes it worse cuz they always lie. I bet if I committed suicide nobody would even notice...
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My real life
Non-FictionWhat is not so great sad and depressing. My life. there's the bad things and not so good things. there's some happiness and mostly not. Its life, if u don't care of how my life is and how it gets ruined i suggest u stop reading now. Base on a true...
