Hey thanks to the people that are in my life and just make me feel worse. I hate when people just care about other people wayyy more then me. I bet people don't even like me they just want me there just in case if they ever need someone. I would say I'm a back up. Everyone asks other people first then they go to me. Like I'm there last choice. I feel like I'm just worthless, like I'm not supposed to be in this world. Like I was just a mistake. I love how people just ditch me too oh I hate that so fucking much. I wish people would actually care and not just lie!! Like is that so much to ask? I wish I wasn't so stupid to... Like when people say they care and shit I don't believe them cuz I'm to stupid and fucked up! I know people will say oh ur not stupid ur smart then why did I get told my whole life that I was. Like I'm sorry that I'm stupid and messed up and worthless. But I didn't choose this life it wasn't my fault that I was brought Into this world. I know people might try to help me. But it's never gonna work. I'm always gonna be a depressed freak and I'm sorry for that. It's my personality now I don't think I can change that. And I'm sorry for any pain a cause u from before.
I'm just sorry for being here.
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My real life
NonfiksiWhat is not so great sad and depressing. My life. there's the bad things and not so good things. there's some happiness and mostly not. Its life, if u don't care of how my life is and how it gets ruined i suggest u stop reading now. Base on a true...
