I look at the pills and start to cry. i cant live life! but im not gonna take those pills cuz what is i dont die what if im still alive... what would people say? what would people do? if i tried to commit suicide and failed. then i would be in therapy, people would have to ask questions, i would have to talk to someone. And i hate having to talk to someone and i hate being asked questions. Thats why i dont raise my hand in anything and if the teacher calls me on it i feel.. scared... i know its stupid some people might thing but.. im scared if i talk about anything or getting the answer wrong people would just laugh and probably tease me. IM JUST SCARED!!!! IM NEVER FINE!!!! i want to talk to someone about this depression but i just CANT!!! If i talk to the school about this they will tell my parents but then they will talk to me and say everything is okay when its NOT!!! i cant even talk to my own parents about stuff cuz i feel like im gonna get yelled at and i hate being yelled at. Even if i did tell them they wouldnt care. they never care of my opinion of what i have to say. all they care about is there selves!! im still crying while im writing this. and at school i almost cry! sometimes i feel like just getting out of the room and just cry in the hall. (i swear to god if anyone tells someone i wont trust them or i wont talk to them i wont even look at u!)
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My real life
Non-FictionWhat is not so great sad and depressing. My life. there's the bad things and not so good things. there's some happiness and mostly not. Its life, if u don't care of how my life is and how it gets ruined i suggest u stop reading now. Base on a true...
