One of my worst days...

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November 23... I was happy all day till i got home, i had to go to the humane society for my cat that got ran over or hit really bad.. he died... then i come home talk to some people and one person.. im not saying there name.. but they were one of my best friends for so long... till yesterday i screwed up. i told him that sometimes it seems like you dont care and he got pretty mad.. we had a fight going on for like an hour or so and then today he tells me he doesn't care and acts mean to me. i try and talk it out with him but i feel like it just got worse... i lost one of my most trusted friend and i hate that. he would say its my fault i get that it is but he usually forgives  me looks like i really messed up. just like i do with my life... and my parents arent help at all but since when are they ever?  i just want to be left alone when im at home but nope they just have to come and talk to me... i just saw my dead cat all crunched up and broken and i just lost one of my best friends and they expect me to be fine? or the happy girl they think i am? Funny. Honestly i wish i can be alone and nobody would ask questions cause if people do i just break down and cry.   

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