A Nerd's Life

16). What is this?

If someone asks you what life is, would you be able to answer?

Knowing that love is a huge part in your life, can you explain what love is?

Life is unexpected. So is love.

But life and love are different. Right?

What the fudge?!

Can't life give me a god damn break!

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As I felt the sweet sensation of his soft lips against mine a warm feeling washed over my body, letting all my problems escape my mind for atleast a fraction of a second. His strongly built arms snaked its way around my waist drawing me closer to him, deepening the kiss in the process. Soon, even my treacherous arms crawled their way up his chest to wrap around his neck.

A sudden wave of realization hit me so hard like a slap across my face.

Luke was kissing me.

Luke slowly broke the kiss, making me tempted to pull his face back down and continue what we had been doing.

What's happening to me?

"I like you" he whispered, sweet, genuine words as his warm breath tickled my cheek.

"It's a bit late too late for a confession now isn't it?" I chuckled, slowly turning my head to look at his bright, shining orbs of silver.

"I guess" he smiled as he put his lips against mine once more for a small kiss as his warm hands held me tighter.

Removing his arm from around me and gently lifting it up to stroke my cheek, leaving trails of warmth. He looked into my eyes which stared at his perfectly sculpted face, from his eyes to his lips. The way his messy- bed hair swept across his forehead to the way his mouth slowly formed to a smirk.

What? Why the smirk?

"Checking me out, huh?" He lifted his eyebrow in a teasing manner.

"Shut up!" I removed my hands from around his neck to hide the blush that crept its way onto my cheeks.

"You're adorable" he chuckled as he placed his hand under my chin to make me look at him. He suddenly plunged his face down until his soft lips met mine once again, drawing me closer to him with his strong arms. The warmth sent a shiver of excitmement down my spine.

"Let a girl breath" I laughed as I pushed him away.

After a moment of silence and me thinking of the right words to say I managed a quiet 'Thank you' as I stared into his silver eyes which had held so much emotion, "For coming over to the cemetery, and getting my mind of things" I continued.

"I'd do anything for you" he smiled back at me, "and, I'm pretty sure, George would've wanted you to move on"

"You don't even know him" I looked away. A sudden weight had pressed down onto my chest, causing a lump to form in my throat.

Don't cry, April. Don't.

"I don't have to know a guy to know that if he truly cared about you, he'd want you to let go" he placed a hand under my chin again to make me look back at him again, making me swallow the lump treacherous lump in my throat.

"You're right" I sighed for what felt like the millionth time today as I placed my forehead on his chest.

"I know I am" he whispered teasingly as he gently rubbed my back as an attempt to comfort me.