beautiful scars :: jeon jungkook

[07] Chances

Nana's POV

Feeling the fresh blood drip down my arm, it felt different.
Why wasn't the pain going away?

Just one more cut.. just one more

Why is my heart still aching?
I continuously slid my blade over my wrists.
The lingering pain wouldn't wash off my heart.
I'm sorry Jungkook.

"Nana, are you alright? I brought food for you again."
"It alright mom. I'm not hungry at the moment."
She nodded, I could see her worried look over her face.
Quickly grabbing my untouched food from yesterday, she left the room.

It's been two weeks since I stopped going to school, it was a waste of time.
My parents chose to postpone the moving date due to a business trip tomorrow.
I was going to be alone once again, back to living the world I deserve.
All lonely and isolated.
I don't need anyone, they are all liars.

Jungkook's POV

Is Nana alright?
I haven't seen her since two weeks ago..

I walked back to her house.
"Hi, I brought Nana's school work here again.", I bowed to her parents.
"Ah, thank you."

I nodded and turned away.
"Oh, boy, we won't be here tomorrow, would you mind taking care of Nana? You seem like a close friend of hers.."
Would Nana be fine with me?
Is she still mad?
"Sure why not?"
I gave them a smile.
"Thank you, and may we ask for your name?"
"Jungkook, Jeon Jungkook."
"Please take care of her!"
They handed me the keys.
Walking back to my house, I was afraid of how Nana would react to seeing me.

I already blew up my last chance.

The next morning, I walked to school.
I took a seat in the class, right behind Nana's. Well, she wasn't here again.
I missed her.

After school, I headed to her house again.
I unlocked the front door and stood in front of Nana's room.
Knock knock.

"Nana? It's me, Jungkook.."
No response.
"I have your school work today.."
No response.
I began to wonder. It was strange.
"Nana? You here?"

I held the doorknob, twisting it.
It was locked.
"Nana, open up."
It remained silent.

My heart began to pound in panic mode.

I sprang open the door with all my strength and there she laid. Her eyes closed. She sat there by the wall.
No movement.
"Yah, Nana.. Wake up.."
I shook her, only to end up seeing bloodshed on my hands.
She hurt herself.

I carried her along and ran out as fast as possible. She felt so light, her sleepless eyes, she hasn't budged a bit.

I managed to get a taxi.
"Take us to the nearest hospital, please, quickly!"

Seeing that her arm was just open flesh, the bleeding wouldn't stop.
Ripping off a part of my shirt, I covered her cuts, it only made it worse.
Why isn't it stopping?
Blood kept dripping, it felt like death was laying beside her.

Arriving at the hospital, I carried Nana to the nurses.
"N-Nana's been unconscious for awhile and she won't stop b-bleeding.."
"It's alright sir, we'll take care of her immediately."

They took Nana off my hands, bringing her into the operating room.
The harm she did to herself was so severe..

Taking a seat outside, the weight of my arms felt lighter, but the burden on my shoulders were heavier than ever.

Night fell, yet I couldn't catch a glimpse of her after the surgery. My tear-stained eyes glistened in the moonlight, letting me fall into the arms of the dark.

Why was I afraid? Why did I panic? When did I become so protective of her?

What have I done?

You broke our promise Nana..

and I did too.

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Ello friends!
Thank you for giving this book of mine already up to 100+ reads! I couldn't believe it!
I'm sorry for making this chapter so boring, I tried to extend it, but OMG it's bad af.
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