Isn't it strange out calm water is?
Like how the waves in the river never have that glimpse of worry
Or how they gracefully crash on the shore.
Sometimes my mother would compare me to the waves
Saying how calm I am with people, and myself
But right now I felt as if I was lighting
Striking the ground in a rage so powerful it could kill someone
Or rooftop tiles
How they wiggle with anxiety when faced by rain
Right now I wanted to die
That's why I'm standing atop the Brooklyn Bridge, walking one foot in front of the other. The waves under me crashing with intensity.
The truth was my life was over. I was left by my parents, my boss "let me go," and it felt like everything was going wrong.
I used to think something like this would happen.
But not now
I had something to live for
For example my sister, Angelica
She meant the world to me
But I thought she would care when I left. She watched from the meeting room, staring at me with no emotion, no thought
Like she agreed with my boss.
'Do it' My thoughts told me
Who would care anyway? It's not like I had anybody anymore
Sure I had those friends who I talking to ever so often
But it didn't count, because they wouldn't care
No one would
I looked down once more
The waves were calm now. They looked warm, but cold at the same time.
I was going to jump.
I took out my bun and let my hair cascade down my back.
I looked around to make sure no one was watching me.
Then my feet moved before my head, and I was falling.
I closed my eyes but someone grabbed me.
I looked up at him
"Where do you think your going?"
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Brooklyn Treasures // Spot Conlon
FanficSage Duport, a 16 year old maid from New York. Since her father died, her sister committed suicide, and her mother leaving her, she has had to live on her own. She meets a newsboy who takes her in and she becomes a Newsie. Follow her through her jou...