Live, Love, Kill, Repeat (Sans x Reader)

Fear and Courage

It's been so long I had to go back and read the last chapter to figure out where the hell I was going with this

and in all honesty I have no clue so Imma just make things up from here on out so enjoy

these get shorter and shorter every time... and less original

-Ryan

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I've started counting the days. Two, three, four, five... continuously. Today is day 12, and still no signs of any broken peace.

I've started to worry more and more each day, because I don't know when it will happen. I just know that it WILL happen.

I've been practicing combat with Sans, who doesn't ever leave my side anymore. He's even up on the stage with me when I'm working at Grillby's. He's really cautious about the whole situation, but he still hasn't lost his mind to the same effect that I have. I'm glad one of us can keep our heads straight.

As for Flowey, he's constantly moving, making sure that it's not happening, and that when it does happen we'll know and be prepared. 

I'm tired of sitting around and waiting. I'm going to fight.

I looked at the time. Day 13, 5 AM. I knew this was what I had to do. I quietly, carefully, removed Sans' arm from me and got ready. I put on my favorite clothes just in case this was my last day, even though I knew I would fight to prevent it from being the last day.

Once I was ready, I went ahead and took the "shortcut" to the castle. Slowly, the doors opened before me. It was a very simple layout, with a very linear path to my destination. As I walked, I heard voices all around me, all of them different. Different images and pictures, almost like videos, and some in combinations. 

"We love you so very much, (Y/N). We just want you to know that. No matter what happens to you, or to us, and no matter what you do nothing will stop this." My parents...

An image of me sitting, staring out my window as the rain poured down outside, imagining what I could do with my future. I doubt I'd have ever thought this would happen.

A car... my father's car. The black convertible I had always known him to have had, the one he used to drive me to school in while my mom was at work. He would go to work right after he dropped me off, and then my mom would come and pick me up.

Suddenly, another car was in view, and everything stopped. I knew exactly what that moment was. I remember it so vividly. The red van, the glass shattering, suddenly stopping, and then hitting my head and blacking out.

"I'm sorry to say, but your parents...they didn't make it." When I woke up in the hospital after the crash.

"Here's your stuff. Might as well start getting set up, since you'll be here for a while." The first words I heard when my life turned around.

"You look pretty... bonely." The first pun Sans ever told me.

"I guess what I'm trying to say is... that... I kindaaaaa..."

"...God, Why is this so hard to say?"

"I... I'm in love with you, (Y/N)" When he told me...

"It's hard to believe, but Asgore is coming after you two."

"You in particular." When I was told all this was going to happen by Flowey.

"Who I am, you needn't know at this moment. Just like that flower, my intentions are pure." The voice

"No, I won't allow it. He won't lay a single finger on you, and if he does, there WILL be hell to pay."

It all seemed to happy so quickly. So fast, like the 18 years of my life had all gone by again. Whirred past my face. I had no idea what I was going to do in the future during all of those moments. The main difference between those moments and now is that I now know what I have to do, though.

I WILL fight, and I will stop Asgore.

I've heard so much about fate. Things are always destined to happen, and no matter how hard we try to stop them, we never can. How we have no control over the things that happen around us and that it's never out fault for the horrible and miserable things we have to suffer through. Well, you know what?

I challenge my fate.

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Character backstory and a summary of what has happened in the book so far?

Sure, why not. Not like I can think of anything better to do.

Also, throw in a reference to a game I enjoy playing a lot because why not? I mean, it's not like you're both 18 years old, both have dead parents, and have to fight to save the world.

Yeah... I'm original

-Ryan