Forever

Chapter 8

Date: 12-16-09
Age: 7
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Emily's POV:

You know it's really hard. Knowing someone you love is gone, and will be forever. Knowing that you'll never say hello to them ever again. It hurts you know? I try not to think about Chris, but it's hard. He was my brother, my twin, my everything. He helped me through so much. He was so kind and our last conversation was us fighting. I hated myself so much for that..... Mom is in a deep depression, and it's really weird being the only child now. It's a lot more quieter, mostly because all you would hear is Chris screaming..... Having fun with his friends, and now we will never hear that again. I feel a tear roll down my cheek..... One after another, then it's like a tsunami.

"Emily....? Are you in here?" I heard Caleb say from my door.

I wiped my cheek," come in."

"Are you okay? I heard you crying....."

And then I totally lost it. I was crying so much that In a matter of 5 minutes all I was doing was hyperventilating, it's like I had no tears left.

"Listen Emily, Chris was a great friend, and a wonderful brother. He is watching over you, but I bet you he hates seeing you this sad. He didn't want any of this to happen, you need to try to think of all the great times that you had with him. Every little great moment that you guys spent together. Just think of that."

I thought of what Caleb said, and it makes sense. I need to try to be happy for Chris, I mean he is in a better place.

"Thanks Caleb. I- thank you so much." I told Caleb.

Now me and Caleb are more close then ever. This little "crush" I had on Caleb became stronger. This was not a crush, but the thing that sucks is I'm only 7.

"I got to go Emily, but I'll see you on Christmas! Just, please try to be happy. For me, Chris, your mom, please try."

"I will Caleb. I'll try"

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